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Earth
by Lilith Sedai (lilith_sedai@hotmail.com)
Series: The Elements Series
Archive: M_A, SWAL, OKEB, QJEB
Category: AU, drama, angst, first-time
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Some not-fully-consensual sex in this segment, not really rape. This
isn't really intended to be a response to the virgin sacrifice story challenge,
but somehow the sacrificial plot point kind of worked its way in.
Spoilers: Jedi Apprentice 1 and 2
Summary: Obi-Wan must deal with the unexpected results of Qui-Gon's attempt to
heal the Torehiri coral reef. Second in the Elements Series.
Feedback: yes, please, any comments welcome.
Acknowledgments: To LapisLaz for the beta that prevented the Avatar from sucking
his own cock! To the girls on #tpm and the Third Layer for emotional support,
primary readings followed by valued opinions, and immensely helpful
hand-holding.
Notes: George Lucas has stated that the Force is polarized in four ways: Light
and Dark side energies, and Living and Unifying energies. In this series I
distinguish between Living and Unifying Force as two types of energy that are
used in different ways and for different purposes.
Disclaimer: George, I admit that you own the boys, but if you were REALLY in
control of them, they wouldn't spend so much time whispering in my ear and
goading me on to write this stuff. I only do what they tell me to; making a
profit isn't one of their commands.
"Earth" will make much more sense if you read it after reading Part
I of the Elements Series: "Water."
The tall man awoke, blinking against the sharp rays of a setting sun. He wasn't
quite sure where he was; he remembered Force, remembered power, remembered the
billion tiny reef creatures and the sea and sand. He didn't remember meeting
with the man who lay bare against him, or how they had come to have intercourse
here on the beach, as he assumed they had. At least, he could feel the rightness
of lying bare in the young man's arms. He was beautiful and desirable, the Force
was strong between them, and how else might they have come to be entwined so?
He wasn't sure why they had sheltered under an overturned boat against a cold,
wet cliff. But he was sure of one thing. The boots that were scuffing sand,
surrounding the curious shelter, belonged to people who displeased him. He could
feel them jangling in the Force like the ripped passage of machinery through
forest and soil. They were the ones who had harmed the reef; he was sure of it.
Fingers curled under the lip of the boat's hull and he anticipated that it would
be lifted, anticipated it and reached to stop it with his mind, slipping out
from under the boat himself instead, standing tall, hardly aware of his nudity.
Wide eyes surveyed him, surprised. He sensed duplicity from them, and fixed them
with a stern stare.
"It's the Jedi Master!" a dismayed voice hissed, and his eyes followed
it to a face.
Ah, he should know this face, though not as well as that of the young man he
couldn't quite remember. He drew himself up, gazing serenely down into the man's
face. He was... he was a Livan. Yes, that was the word. Furthermore, the Livans
were Force-sensitive, in their degree. They'd felt what... the man he had
been... had done.
Some of the certainty he'd felt wavered in him. There had been a name, a name
worn by the man who had called him, who had used him to heal the reef. Why could
he not recall? There was no coherence in his recent memory, and that was
troublesome. It must be dealt with, but later would be soon enough. These men
were the most pressing problem he now faced. They meant to pose as a search
party, but that was not the fullest truth of their intentions. No, they had come
to find out who had undone their efforts, and they were not best pleased to
discover it was he.
He stared at the men who confronted him, several sliding around to his side,
outflanking him. He thought of the man beneath the boat, so weary that he hadn't
even stirred when he'd risen and left him. He could suddenly remember that man's
name very easily. Obi-Wan Kenobi. But why did the young lover's name bring a
flicker of annoyance with it?
It was not important now, he decided as one of the Livan's hands fell on the lip
of the boat, preparing to tip it over and reveal the young man who lay beneath.
He smiled, turning to the terrorist conversationally. "There's no one else
under there," he said pleasantly.
"There isn't anyone else under there," a vague nod confirmed the
words, and a slight turn of the head accounted for the rest of them. So easily
swayed-- he could have done this with little trouble even before. He folded his
hands easily before his belly, the motion coming familiarly, thoughtless.
"Who is your leader?" Force, thoughtless as breathing, laced into his
words, natural as the sunlight and the rain, spreading out in a green-gold net
over the men who faced him.
"I am Ilvar," the half-dreamy response came from the one he'd
half-recognized. Ah, yes. Of course, the secondary manager of the canning
factory. How interesting.
"You are highest in your organization?" A nod. "From whom do you
take orders?"
There was a long pause, then a response. "Princess Livarin."
The tall man nodded, his guess confirmed. "On whose behalf does she
act?" he questioned them, on surer ground now. They looked uncertain,
glancing among each other, anxious to please him.
"On the behalf of the Livans," one of the men ventured timidly, and
emphatic nods greeted him.
"And what do the Livans act on behalf of, other than themselves?"
Feeling the ignorance and the small, childish, fumbling energy of untrained
sentient Force and its clumsy manifestation in their ill-advised thoughts and
actions was like the ache of the land for rain in the desert; worse, they were
abysmally low in insight. Which was why they were so confused and misguided. But
now they would have a guide. He gazed at them mildly, waiting.
"On behalf of... everything. The world. Torehir." one said slowly.
"Ah." That earned him a slow smile. "There you touch truth."
He lifted his head, gazing straight into the sun, unblinking. "I speak for
the world," he lowered his gaze again, smile growing deeper.
"Therefore I lead you, and you will answer to me." The words rang with
his certainty, and though he knew it was a childish illusion, he parted the
cloud above them and light shot down in a broad shaft, seeming to fix him in a
ray of spun gold. Gulls swooped to arc and bank around his shoulders, crowing
their raucous cries.
Like all illusions, it had its effect in spite of sentient cynicism. The Livans
shifted nervously. Disbelieving looks were exchanged, and he frowned slowly,
moving the Force again so that clouds gathered, lowering, thunder rumbling in
the distance. The men shifted into a tighter bunch, milling like frightened
sheep. The flickers of fear they felt fed off one another and quickly grew in
them to become a low, formless, instinctive terror.
"Do you require proof?" he smiled again. "Look at the reef you
destroyed." His eyes narrowed, the clouds thickening, thunder growling
louder. "Will you move against me, or will you serve me? Unguided, you have
moved against me in my service, like the fools you are. I will show you how to
move against our true enemies."
They exchanged nervous glances again, shifting uncomfortably, no one wanting to
be singled out.
"You lie, Jedi," Ilvar plucked up his courage and mastered his fear,
the obsequiousness he had shown at the cannery evaporating as he understood that
Qui-Gon knew he was responsible for the acts of terrorism. "You use your
wizard's tricks to confuse us. You will betray us to the Torehiri."
"I think not," the tall man fixed him with a serene stare.
"Come," he lifted his hand, gesturing lazily, and they fell in behind
him as he strode proudly across the sand, wrapped only in sunlight and the long
flowing cloud of his hair. Jedi? He pondered the term thoughtfully. Yes. He had
been Jedi, once. But no more.
Several minutes walk, with the short Livans struggling to match the pace set by
his long legs, brought them to a small communications array set on the shore for
broadcasting transmissions to the next continent. "Observe, if you
doubt." He raised his hands, feeling the very air vibrate to his call.
Force was in him, around him, was him. He did not move or speak to direct
it, merely felt it answer his will.
The sand stirred, seeming to flow and eddy around the concrete pedestal that
supported the metal and plastic dish array. A Livan gasped-- the concrete was
disintegrating, weathered away by air and shifting of sand particles, a process
of aging intensified a thousand-fold. Blooms of rust began to spread on the
metal like dark orange lichens, eating cancerously at the dish, and the plastic
twisted in the sunlight, warped and writhed and burned, withering. A snap of
electric arc flared, and another, as the insulation on the wires was eaten away,
and the wires themselves eroded, disintegrating, the metal particles dispersing.
The dune grasses crept forward as the dish collapsed, roots lacing into the
fading form of technology, covering it, obliterating it. The dune reformed
subtly, a smooth and innocently beautiful mound of shimmering opal dust and
graceful trailing grasses where the comm station had squatted in its artificial
ugliness.
"Now." He let his gaze rove the shocked faces of the men. "Do you
oppose me?"
Slowly, one by one, the Livans shook their heads, eyes sparkling with fear and
awe. "You are Livantanerai," Ilvar whispered, and went to his
knees. One by one, his men followed him. All was as it should be.
Obi-Wan awoke alone, wrapped only in two damp Jedi-cloaks, aware of dusk falling
and the damp sea-breeze penetrating to his bones. He lifted himself suddenly,
disoriented, cracking his head against a seat in the inverted hoverboat and
swearing automatically. He reached out with his senses for Qui-Gon but felt no
sense of the Jedi Master's presence.
He scrambled out from under the rough shelter, cursing the weariness that had
sent him to sleep. There were footprints surrounding the boat, booted and bare,
many of them. The bare prints were fewer, large and wide in comparison to the
narrow booted feet-- Qui-Gon's tracks, unmistakably. They mingled with the
boot-prints and progressed away across the sand. Obi-Wan called his clothes to
his hand, hastily struggled into his wet, sandy leggings, and bundled the rest
in the cloaks, breaking into a rapid trot, trailing the prints across the
quickly-drying beach.
He backtracked two parallel sets of tracks, one heading for the improvised
shelter and the newer one heading away from it. The original trail led down to
the surf. There was another heading down into it at the same point, the
direction of the prints indicating that people had come from down the beach. The
trail Obi-Wan currently pursued continued straight ahead. He frowned. They had
landed, come straight to himself and Qui-Gon, then left with Qui-Gon, but passed
their boats... then presumably reversed direction somewhere further down the
beach, returned to the boats, and left.
He left his bundle and broke into a run, following the tracks, sensing them with
his mind, alert for signs that Qui-Gon might have attempted to break free. But
there were none; no signs of evasion or pursuit, just the measured prints of a
quick walk. The tracks stopped and milled in front of a low, unspectacular dune
and then reversed back toward the place where he knew they disappeared into the
breakers.
Whoever it was that had found them lying under the boat, Qui-Gon had gone with
them, without waking him. Obi-Wan winced. The Jedi Master had been hurt,
vulnerable... there was no telling what might be done to him in his current
condition. Obi-Wan quickly made up his mind on a course of action, retrieving
his clothing-bundle. He ran back to the overturned hoverboat and dragged it out
into the water, scrambling into it and igniting the power source. He had to get
back to the city and enlist aid for a search.
The search proved futile. Three days of scouring the bay, the mainland, and all
the nearby islands both by sea and by air turned up nothing-- not so much as a
whisper of Qui-Gon's whereabouts. Obi-Wan had kept his senses open, straining
for any touch of the Jedi Master's familiar aura, but found none. He remembered
the scattered fragments of Qui-Gon's psyche sinking beneath the overload of the
Living Force of Torehir that he had summoned. It was little wonder he could not
sense the other man beneath that.
On the second day he called Yoda and asked for Jedi aid; specifically, that
Qui-Gon's Master be dispatched to use the remnants of their Master/Padawan bond
to try to locate Jinn psychically. Yoda's eyes narrowed and his mouth pursed
thoughtfully. He nodded at last and cut the communication; Obi-Wan expected to
be notified shortly that Jinn's Master would arrive soon.
In the meantime, he spent his days and evenings in relentless, expanding search,
hoping that the Jedi Master had not been spirited offplanet secretly, wondering
what he would do-- and how he would feel-- if the man had.
His own guilt in the matter of the abduction weighed upon him heavily-- he had
failed Jinn yet again, a fact that could hardly fail to reinforce the older
Jedi's mistrust of him. That is, if Jinn were ever found, and if his mind could
be recovered when he was.
Obi-Wan's lips pinched tight with dismay, and he banked the jetcraft he was
piloting sharply, swerving around an outcrop of stone. He and several Torehiri
divers were scouting underwater cave areas not far from the bay on the small
submarine craft, but their air was running low and they'd had no luck here
either. He was beginning to despair, his concern for the elder Jedi's welfare
nagging at him mockingly.
A shadow eclipsed him for a brief moment and he glanced up with instinctive
caution at the underbelly of a huge sandshark, tail lashing sinuously, driving
it forward. Obi-Wan frowned. He had not Qui-Gon's skill with manipulating the
Living Force, but it occurred to him that there was an angle of search he had
not yet tried.
He pulled his craft out of formation and let it settle to the sandy bottom.
Climbing off, he pulled off his flippers and let his feet sink into the silky
sand. It was a connection with the planet, with its life and pulse; the water
swirled very softly around him, caressing him. He sank into the sensations,
increasing his sensitivity to the life that burgeoned around him.
The sense of the predatory shark, the milder fish swirling out of its path, the
stingrays and the billion tiny corals... he drifted toward the corals, sensing
more of Qui-Gon there, more of the hand that had lovingly rebuilt the reef.
Lovingly? Yes. The sour Jedi Master had poured out an unbelievable swelling of
happiness, fondness, ecstatic self and selfless love for the life that existed
here and for the world that supported it. Obi-Wan began walking forward toward
the shadowed curl of the repaired reef, shocked at the intensity of this sense
of Qui-Gon, of the hidden thing he had discovered. Such fearless, total love...
it made his throat close to think what this selfless gift might have cost
Qui-Gon Jinn. It twisted a knife in his heart to think that he might have lost
his own chance to witness the depths of love in Qui-Gon's heart.
His hands halted centimeters from the delicate sprays and coils that formed the
reef, sensing the tiny lives that thrived there thanks to the benevolence of
Qui-Gon and of the Living Force. He reached out to them with his mind, marveling
at their well-being, their contentment, their tiny collective knowledge.
Extending a tendril of his own thought he summoned his sense of Qui-Gon, reached
out and gave it to them, felt the small thrill of recognition and peace, tiny
but magnified by the scope of the reef. After a long moment, he probed very
gently, questing, looking for more images of the man among the unformed mind
that was the reef.
Nothing. He nearly slumped with despair, but the corals were nearly mindless,
after all-- just because he had failed here did not mean it might not work
elsewhere. There were the sharks and the gulls and the tiny beachfront
creatures... and also the land animals. He could not reach out to all of them,
not now, his abilities were already stretched to their limits... but the Living
Force generated by the planetary entity of Torehir was stirring in response to
his question, he could sense it... stirring, curious, coiling around him and
then--
Obi-Wan felt a snap like the recoiling of a broken elastic as he was instantly
cut off from the reef and from his sense of communion with the life-force of
Torehir. His eyes opened and his brow creased. That was unusual. It was as if
Torehir itself had rejected his gentle probe...
He remembered belatedly to glance at the readout on his oxygen regulator. The
gill was nearly exhausted. He turned and made his way back to the small jetcraft
and nosed it toward the surface, following in the wake of his departed
companions, seeing them bobbing on the distorted mirror of the sea's surface,
where water ceased and air began.
After regrouping they darted back across the choppy waves, depressed by their
failure. Obi-Wan fell behind, thoughtful, reaching out again toward the
life-force of Torehir. All was silent before him now, silent and serene and as
smooth as glass, as though the whole planet was shielded against him. He could
still use the Living Force, still draw it to him and channel it forth... but it
was vastly, eerily silent, the currents opaque to his seeking touch.
Giving up for the moment, he focused ahead, seeing the point of the dock begin
to resolve itself from the amorphous forms of the shoreline. He abruptly sensed
a familiar presence that sent his heart leaping with joy. Obi-Wan speeded his
craft, outracing his companions and banking in toward the dock, sending a wide
fan of water spraying up, but none of it touched the small figure who awaited
him. Yoda tapped his gimer stick patiently as water parted around the shield
he'd woven. Obi-Wan leaped to the dock, a wide smile on his face. "My
Master."
Yoda lifted his head, fondness shining from his eyes in spite of his serenity.
"Obi-Wan." He nodded warmly, but there was caution in his eyes.
"Felt you try to seek Qui-Gon, I did. Felt the Living Force exclude
you."
Obi-Wan nodded, acknowledging the truth of the words. "I don't know what
happened." Yoda would know if anyone did.
"Mmm." Yoda dipped his chin, pondering for a moment, choosing to
reveal no more.
"Have you brought Qui-Gon's Master?" Obi-Wan looked around
unobtrusively, seeing only Yoda.
"Brought him I have. Let us return now to the city. Come." The tiny
Jedi Master serenely turned and began to make his way meticulously over the
uneven boards in the dock. As always, Obi-Wan felt an urge to pick his Master up
and carry him, but he knew the words that would greet his impulse: 'Make haste
with patience.'
Obi-Wan felt a great portion of his burden lighten, lifting from his heart with
the knowledge that he again shared it with another Jedi: his own cherished
Master. Obi-Wan trusted Yoda beyond thought and life. All would be well now, if
it possibly could.
The young Knight went to one knee on the plush palace carpeting not out of
necessity, but the better to meet his Master's eyes. Yoda took a cushion from a
tall chair and seated himself upon it, arranging his robe with a deliberate lack
of haste that his former Padawan recognized as a delay designed both to make
Obi-Wan feel his subordination and to stall for time in which to select words.
Yoda had, after all, trained him in the finest arts of diplomacy. He smiled
warmly at the little Master, accepting this aspect of him along with all others.
"I thought you would send Qui-Gon's master here to seek him, but I did not
expect you to come." Obi-Wan ventured at last, as Yoda became still but did
not begin to speak.
"Qui-Gon's Master am I," Yoda murmured at last, lifting his sleepy
green eyes to Obi-Wan's.
The Knight blinked, understanding immediately, reflexively drawing back. This
explained Yoda's delay, then. "You... never mentioned training him,"
he spoke hesitantly. He didn't understand why his Master might have made such a
significant omission.
"Never asked, did you." Yoda's eyes twinkled for a moment with
sympathetic humor. "Better, I thought it, that you did not know before you
were Knighted. The Council agreed. You harbored much resentment against Qui-Gon.
Measure yourself against him, you would have. Your own man I wanted you to
become, free of his shadow." Yoda cleared his throat wryly. "What did
it matter, who I have trained before, eh?" He poked Obi-Wan with his stick.
"My Padawan were you, Obi-Wan. My Padawan you will always be." His
ears curled as Obi-Wan smiled hesitantly, unable to help himself. It was true,
though it still stung that Yoda might have chosen Qui-Gon more willingly than he
had taken Obi-Wan.
And that, of course, was the exact sort of thought and fear Yoda had hoped to
spare him by remaining silent. Obi-Wan drew a deep breath and blew it out
forcefully. There would be time to meditate upon this knowledge later; for now,
he had duties to attend. He set his personal jealousies aside, focusing on the
issue at hand. "Master, have you been able to use your bond to sense
Qui-Gon?"
Yoda tilted his head, troubled. "Yes and no," he answered cryptically,
narrowing his eyes. "Sense him you did too, I think."
"The residue in the reef," Obi-Wan nodded.
"That, and more." Yoda paused to ponder. "Your thoughts I would
have," he requested gently, and Obi-Wan bent his head, allowing his small
Master to clasp it between his three-fingered hands.
He felt Yoda's deft, light telepathic touch delving to his most recent memories
of Qui-Gon, sifting them quickly but with care. "Mmmmm," Yoda grumbled
softly. "Thought so, I did."
Obi-Wan squirmed, a little uncomfortable with the notion of Yoda discovering his
sexual feelings for Jinn, and opened his eyes as Yoda withdrew. His Master's
frown had deepened. Obi-Wan raised his brows, questioning.
"Drew too much of the Living Force, did Qui-Gon. Gave too much of himself
to the life of the reef. Force-energy has overcome his control. The collective
minds and energies of the animals, the plants..." Yoda paused, thinking.
"They have a will, which they let be known to us through the voices of the
midichlorians." The ancient Master fingered the head of his stick
thoughtfully. "When Force surges more strongly than a Jedi has been trained
to control, very strong do the voices become. Overwhelm the rational mind, they
may. It is possible that Qui-Gon has become the unwitting agent of the
life-forces on Torehir. Too deeply connected he is."
Obi-Wan frowned, partly understanding, remembering his sense of Qui-Gon in the
reef and how the Living Force had suddenly seemed to shut him out. "He's
become an... Avatar?" the Knight suggested hesitantly. "Of the Living
Force?"
Yoda nodded, accepting the term. "Rare it is, but not unprecedented."
"But Qui-Gon is still there, inside the Avatar," Obi-Wan guessed, his
understanding growing. Otherwise, why would the Force have shut Obi-Wan out when
it perceived his touch? It had shut him out as Qui-Gon had done from the
beginning...
"Understand, you do," Yoda nodded. "Your insight serves you
well." He sighed with what might have been worry, moving to sit on the low
bed he had been provided. "Subsumed he is-- one life-force of many. The
Force listens to him, among a multitude of voices. Louder his voice may be than
some, but his will does not control."
Obi-Wan nodded soberly, glad of Yoda's counsel. He might have searched for days
or weeks without such conclusions occurring to him independently. Yet all the
time, the evidence he required had been right here under his nose.
"Can you reach into the Living Force to find the Avatar?" Obi-Wan sank
to the floor and crossed his legs.
"Run the risk of being shut out, I do, as you were." Yoda sighed.
"But find it I may. I will listen for a sense of Qui-Gon's mind. When he
speaks, then can I sense him. As I did this afternoon, when he prompted the
Avatar to close the Living Force to your mind." Yoda sighed. "Listen
constantly, I must. I will tell you when I am certain." He lay back, and
Obi-Wan reached to take his stick and set it gently aside. Yoda opened his eyes,
his expression sober. "Act, the Avatar will," the old Jedi murmured.
"Ready you must be."
Obi-Wan nodded and bowed, then rose and left the small Master to his seeking.
He had barely closed the door behind him when a diplomatic functionary rushed up
to him, panting with haste and fear. "Jedi Kenobi. There have been more
terrorist attacks on Torehiri industrial installations."
"In addition to the destroyed communications array?"
"Yes, Knight Kenobi. Many more. And they are all..." he hesitated.
"I think you'd better come to see the vids."
Obi-Wan hurried along to the communications room.
The vids were indeed most informative. Finding a small dune with a high
concentration of trace metal particles where there was once a communications
array had been one thing-- but in the first vidclip he saw, there was
uninterrupted forest where a mining company had been quartered. Worse, the
shafts were filled in with uncut, solid rock. Hysterical miners spoke of how the
stone had come to life and flowed toward them, forcing them up and out.
Next the vids showed a landing strip crumbled to dust and seeded with flowers,
and after that followed more images of what Obi-Wan could only call accelerated
natural reclamation.
Everywhere in a small district, communications towers and power conveyors had
simply rusted away. Solar collectors had been reduced to their component atoms.
Mudslides had destroyed fields and roads. It seemed that the parade of
destruction would never end. So far the incidents were all localized to a remote
area in the tropical interior of the same continent upon which the capital was
built. The continental interior was accessible from the capital only by aircar
or by foot travel-- the most isolated areas had been struck first, and the
pattern of destruction had paralleled the movement of information towards
population centers in a circle of slowly increasing diameter.
Obi-Wan could see the undisciplined intent of the Living Force behind all of it,
Force energies working to restore a fully primitive state to the planet,
combative of the efforts of the two indigenous sentient species. And behind that
unleashing of power stood the body and abilities of Qui-Gon Jinn, the focal
point of Force, the unwitting hand that directed it.
There were no injuries and only one eyewitness-- a terrified, primitive local
who babbled hesitantly about a god, a being unlike any he had ever seen, tall
and golden and clad only in a wild mane of hair.
Obi-Wan winced as speculative looks passed back and forth between the diplomats
following that description, and then rested suspiciously on him. After an hour
of watching hysterical news reports that had begun to repeat themselves long
ago, he excused himself to report to his Master.
After hearing Obi-Wan's news, Yoda agreed that they should relocate to the
district where the terrorists were active, and Obi-Wan made their excuses as
diplomatically as possible without actually admitting to his certainty that
Qui-Gon was involved. He obtained a transport for their use and prepared it for
departure.
The sun was sinking low when they departed and their conveyance chased it,
keeping it just above the horizon as they set out for the interior of the
continent. Obi-Wan sat piloting the aircar next to his tiny Master, ruefully
reflecting that in spite of his best efforts, the damage Yoda had sent him to
prevent was already done. The royal courts of both Torehir and Liva thought that
Master Jinn had turned to the Livans' side to work mayhem against the Torehiri.
As a result the Torehiri were thrilled to have the Jedi out of their palace,
while the Livans were cautiously optimistic about a turn of events that seemed
to do them little harm.
"Master, I've been considering our possible courses of action,"
Obi-Wan commented. "What if I were to attempt to interfere with the raids
in such a way as to arouse Qui-Gon's animosity, so that the Avatar will surface
and act against me?"
Yoda's eyes narrowed as he considered the suggestion. "Unwise, that would
be," he decided at last. "Capable is the Avatar. He can direct far
more Force than Qui-Gon can summon on his own. And anger... that is the path to
the dark side." Yoda regarded Obi-Wan serenely. "Would you risk
destruction only to place Master Jinn's feet on such a path?"
"Of course not," Obi-Wan responded, chastened.
"Find him we can," Yoda reassured his former Padawan with a pat on the
leg. "Confront the Avatar then you will."
"Me?" Obi-Wan frowned. "I had thought you would use the
bond--"
Yoda smiled at him serenely, mysteriously. "As the Force wills, so shall it
be," was his only response, and Obi-Wan knew better than to press for
further details.
They flew low over a long finger of snowcapped mountains that sank gradually
into a low fringe of green hills. The texture of the tropical foliage at the
lower elevation was like crushed green-blue velvet racing past beneath them. On
their right, the folded ridges sank into a wide, flat valley, so broad that
Obi-Wan could not make out its other side. He tried to relax, but he couldn't
help feeling nervous-- it was an uncomfortable sensation knowing that the Living
Force on an entire planet had personally rejected you. Perhaps at a crucial
moment, he would not even be permitted to manipulate it. At least he could rely
on the Unifying Force, where his true strength lay.
The console of the aircar chirped, and Obi-Wan read the display. They had left
the lands nominally claimed by the Torehiri, and were proceeding into an
unclaimed belt of Livan lands claimed by small, scattered jungle tribes. So far
the Avatar's activities had been contained to this area, perhaps because it
wished to secure a base of power before risking government reprisals.
"Follow the river," Yoda suggested. Obi-Wan obeyed, decreasing both
the vehicle's height and velocity. He settled their course over the center of
the river and opened the canopy at Yoda's gesture. The small Master leaned over
the side of the open aircar, white hair flying in the wind of their passage, and
Obi-Wan suppressed a fond grin. He suspected his Master was secretly enjoying
the chance to be out of the stuffy Temple chambers and Council meetings he
usually frequented on sterile Coruscant.
Obi-Wan slowed and lowered their altitude again, letting Yoda enjoy the scenery
of the winding brown river. Heavy tropical trees laced with lianas leaned far
over its wide expanse, and bright birds flashed in the treetops. Huge lizards
crawled on the ground, lifting three-eyed faces to the unaccustomed hum of the
aircar, and small antelope-like bovines browsed and startled from the infrequent
clearings as they buzzed past.
"Strong with the Living Force is this valley," Yoda mused.
"Unsurprising that it has begun here." The words were whipped away,
audible mainly through the training bond Obi-Wan still shared with Yoda, as
nearly every Jedi did with his former Master. "Stop," Yoda directed
unexpectedly.
Obi-Wan brought the aircar to a smooth halt, and Yoda pointed through a tangle
of weirdly curling gray branches that partly eclipsed a stone structure, a
crumbling pyramid of sorts, the top of which only barely crested the
hundred-meter tree canopy. "Fly closer," Yoda instructed, suddenly
almost childishly eager. Obi-Wan complied.
Small golden bushes with hanging clusters of red berries crept up the flanks of
the abandoned structure, working sturdy roots into the ancient stone. Snakes and
lizards basked in the sun on the bare patches of rock, especially upon a wide
obsidian block that capped the structure. It looked tropical and treacherous.
"Just like home," Obi-Wan quipped lightly, thinking of Dagobah, and
Yoda gave him a mock-stern glance before returning his attention to the ruined
temple.
"Here the Avatar has been," Yoda stated, eyes closing, hand reaching
out as though to stroke currents of Force. "Find the nearest village,
Obi-Wan."
"Yes, Master."
They landed as the sun sank toward dusk, and Obi-Wan surveyed the crude mud and
rush huts with dismay. Livans of widely varying shapes, sizes, and ages emerged
from them in silence, surveying the newcomers with caution. Eyes went wide as
Obi-Wan lifted Yoda from the open car and then triggered the remote canopy.
Children shrank back with small cries of fear, and Obi-Wan realized that these
people had never seen many outworlders before, if any.
Obi-Wan set Yoda on his feet and felt calming Force immediately begin to emanate
from his Master; round-eyed, half-naked Livan children peered out from behind
their parents' legs and began to chatter interestedly at the Jedi as their
instinctive terror of the unknown was dispersed. The adults were more resistant,
but they relaxed slowly as well. Yoda gazed around the village serenely,
questing lightly with Force.
Obi-Wan and his Master turned simultaneously just as the crowd parted and a
Livan man strode through. "Ilvar," Obi-Wan spoke, recognition lighting
his features. "I did not expect to find you here."
"Jedi Kenobi." Ilvar bowed. "I had hoped to meet with you. It is
our good fortune to meet so soon; perhaps fortune has led us together." He
smiled, bowing his head. "I could not remain in the capital when I learned
that my own home was under attack, so I summoned as many good men as I could and
came to protect my own."
"The Avatar has harmed no people yet," Obi-Wan observed mildly.
"I do not think you need fear that it will do so, unless it is unwisely
opposed by those who are not prepared to meet it."
"Perhaps you are right," Ilvar nodded respectfully to Obi-Wan. "I
have seen the Avatar, and know why you have come." His voice was rich with
meaning and he gave Obi-Wan an intent look. "I was patrolling with my men,
and several of us saw him standing on the pinnacle of our ceremonial
temple."
Obi-Wan sighed, realizing that Ilvar had probably identified Qui-Gon
immediately. The Jedi Master's height and coloring would be highly distinctive
on this world, not to mention his long mane.
"The temple is by the riverside several hours' walk through the
jungle," Ilvar volunteered the information calmly "I have seen this
being and I have full faith that the Jedi can stop him."
Obi-Wan bowed slightly, taking advantage of the movement to glance at Yoda. His
small Master's response confirmed his own intuitions; Yoda was drawing graceful
patterns in the dust with his stick. To the Livans they would mean nothing, but
they formed letters of alien script; Yoda was cautioning Obi-Wan that his senses
told him Ilvar had spoken at least one lie.
Obi-Wan wondered for a moment why Yoda had not merely used their bond to
communicate, then understood-- it was possible that the Avatar might overhear
them, if they used the Force for private communication.
Yoda scuffed through the letters, satisfied, not lifting his head, content to
let Obi-Wan continue the negotiations. To Obi-Wan it was a familiar game; people
confronted with this ploy tended to underestimate both Jedi, assuming that
Obi-Wan was callow and inexperienced and disregarding his tiny, wordless
companion almost entirely. After having defended the cannery fields under the
Livan's gaze, Obi-Wan could not hope that Ilvar would disregard his abilities,
but his assumptions about Yoda might prove useful.
Their ploy seemed to be a success; Ilvar's gaze had barely flickered over Master
Yoda and his eyes were confident when they rested on Obi-Wan. "My people
will be pleased to provide accommodations for you," he offered expansively.
"There are several lodgings vacant. It is the season of growing, and many
families tend their fields far from here."
"We are honored to accept your hospitality," Obi-Wan responded. Ilvar
set off at a brisk pace, gesturing for the Jedi to follow, and of necessity
Obi-Wan reached down to pick up his tiny Master, who lifted his arms like a
child to be carried.
They were escorted to two small huts that stood adjacent to the eaves of the
wood, far from the center of the village proper. Obi-Wan set Yoda down in front
of the smaller, and took the larger for his own-- long experience had taught him
that practicality was worth more than politeness in matters of accommodating his
and his Master's relative sizes.
The huts were only sparsely furnished but well-built, and Obi-Wan took a moment
to familiarize himself with the layout of his own before he went to join Yoda.
Together they sat outside the smaller shelter, gazing toward the center of the
village. As the evening fell, Livan children played and shouted around the huts,
and their relatives silently tended campfires and prepared the evening meal.
"Master Qui-Gon did not trust Ilvar," Obi-Wan mused softly after a
moment's relaxation. "I find that I do not, either."
"Lying, Ilvar is," Yoda nodded mildly, thoughtful. "About what,
we must discover."
Obi-Wan nodded, brushing away a buzzing insect and gazing toward the fires in
the center of the village, dusk darkening at the corners of his eyes. A night
bird called in the forest and was answered by another. "Something else is
odd here, something not right," he murmured.
"Too many empty huts there are, and yet there is no sign of damage or
neglect. Recent, was this exodus. And no fields did I see, as we traveled, for
missing villagers to tend." Yoda was drawing with his stick again,
meaningless patterns this time. Obi-Wan knew that somehow the gentle motion
helped the old Jedi Master attune himself to the Force in his surroundings.
"There are too many old men and young women in this village. Unbalanced it
is. Unnatural."
"Ilvar's men are the only young men here," Obi-Wan agreed softly.
"And there are few of middle age from either gender..." he tilted his
head, instinctively listening for the currents of the Living Force, but they
remained silent to him. He had never before realized how much he needed the
response of that discrete part of the energies that surrounded him.
"Find answers here, we will." Yoda nodded his head thoughtfully.
"We were guided here by the Force."
Obi-Wan nodded agreement, unable to shake off a twinge of apprehension.
Something tugged at his senses with a hint of dread and of pain to come. He knew
that it would not be easy reclaiming Master Jinn. He had little doubt that Yoda
could sense it, too.
"Sleep, you should." Yoda advised Obi-Wan, lifting heavy-lidded eyes.
"Tomorrow will bring its share of both trials and answers."
Obi-Wan nodded obediently and returned to his hut, choosing the back room for
his rest. Curling himself up inside his cloak, he fell asleep, dreaming uneasily
of jungle vines and creeping animals and of the inexorable moving stone that had
filled the mines on the news vids, all moving through the eerily silent Force,
relentlessly pursuing him.
He awakened feeling chilled and stiff. Raucous birdcalls pierced the still,
misty air though it was still deep steely gray outside his paper-covered window.
Obi-Wan rose, leaving his cloak, and stripped to a single layer of tunics and
leggings, deciding to take a jog around the village and into the forest in order
to wake himself.
Though the Living Force was still closed to him, he fell into harmony with the
Unifying Force easily, letting it guide his footfalls. He was nearly silent,
ghosting through the mist, tendrils of silver brightening and curling around him
as the dawn progressed. After about a mile, some half-felt sense caused him to
slow his steps, and he fell to the springy loam behind a thick log, panting very
slightly from his exertions. He removed his tunic and wiped his face, then
draped it back over his shoulders, sighing with pleasure in his exertion and
enjoying the serenity of the forest that surrounded him.
It was peaceful in the small dell formed by the fallen log, and he felt himself
drifting toward sleep, so he was about to rise and resume his workout when the
sense of a presence stopped him and his intuitions jangled like decompression
alarms. He lay quietly back against the log, blanking his mind instinctively,
becoming one with his senses and automatically recording every detail of what he
was hearing.
He heard the crunch and slog of steps, and finally the breath of a faintly
nervous voice, muffled damply by the lingering fog. "Livantanerai?"
The voice was immediately familiar: Ilvar's. Unsurprised, Obi-Wan stilled and
sank even further away from himself, letting his mind go perfectly blank. He
drifted instinctively deeper into the shrouding layers of Unifying Force that
he'd drawn about his mind as he began his morning jog. The Avatar would be
highly sensitive; he must hide his presence without error.
"Be silent, fool. There are Jedi about." Qui-Gon's soft-velvet tones
were startling in their familiarity, the words hissed in annoyance.
"I am sorry, Livantanerai." Ilvar's voice was much softer now,
frightened. "I meant to report Kenobi's arrival to you. His, and another
Jedi's. The second Jedi is small, almost a child. He never spoke, and I believe
he is--"
"I know of both their presence and their abilities." The Avatar cut
him off sharply. "Far better than you, Ilvar. Be wary of them both,
especially the smaller. Do not let his size deceive you. He is the most powerful
of the Jedi Order. He has come for me."
Ilvar's next remark was too quick and low for Obi-Wan to hear; he suspected it
was a curse. "You can defeat him, can you not?" Ilvar continued, a
cringing tone entering his speech.
"I can defeat any ten Jedi." Obi-Wan could almost see the Avatar
gesturing dismissively, and he had to suppress a pang of worry for his Master.
"Go along with their plans, and when the time is right, I shall move
against them. Now return to the village before you are missed."
"Yes, Livantanerai." Ilvar's steps receded in the direction
from whence he had come.
Obi-Wan lay as still as the log at his back, not letting himself experience the
vaguest flicker of thought, remaining one with the motion of time throughout the
forest, simply existing without independent essence. At last the Force tickled
at him, letting him know that the Avatar had gone. Birds still whistled and the
green vines and plants of the forest curled and thrived, blossoming luxuriantly;
Obi-Wan peered over the log cautiously to see an empty clearing lying before
him. There was no sign that anyone had ever been in it.
A few faint rays of sunlight had begun to burn through the mist by the time he
re-entered the village at a calm trot, and he headed straight for Yoda's hut.
The small Master was waiting for him, standing on a box that he had dragged to
his window, watching Obi-Wan's approach.
When the Knight ducked under the lintel to enter the earth-floored hut, Yoda was
waiting for him, concerned. "Felt the Avatar's presence, I did." Yoda
gazed keenly at Obi-Wan. "I felt you near it. Reckless, to go out
alone." Yoda glared up at Obi-Wan. "Powerful being, is the Avatar.
There is much risk in its capture." His ears curled downward. "It will
take action against us today, I think."
"Yes," Obi-Wan agreed. "Master Yoda, Ilvar is the Avatar's ally.
They spoke in the forest. Ilvar meant to warn it of our arrival, but the Avatar
already knew of our presence."
Yoda's sharp eyes fastened on him and he nodded curtly. "Know, the Avatar
does, that I am here. Reach out to it, I did, when I realized it had come near
you." Yoda gestured Obi-Wan to follow him, and led the way into Obi-Wan's
own hut, then began unloading his pack testily, tossing the gear carelessly
about on the floor. "Sense your presence it did, in spite of my probe. I
could not hide you fully."
"Do you think it is aware that I overheard?" Obi-Wan found that he had
to suppress a smile in spite of the gravity of the situation as the small Jedi
Master struggled awkwardly to clamber up and into the emptied backpack to be
carried.
"Perhaps. Perhaps not," Yoda remarked cryptically. "Best to
proceed as though it is."
Obi-Wan nodded a little shamefacedly and drew on his tunics. He would not need
the cloak by day in the steamy heat of the jungle, so he left it and then picked
up the pack, hefting his Master onto his shoulders easily.
He carried Yoda out into the center of the village where women had begun to
prepare fruit for roasting in the coals of the previous evening's small
campfires. On the central fire, a larger communal kettle was bubbling forth a
delicious scent of vegetable stew. Obi-Wan's mouth watered and he reached into
an untouched pocket of his pack, scrambled for a moment, and withdrew his hand
triumphantly. He tore open the package of ration bars he had found, though he
knew Yoda would be eyeing the kettle longingly. His Master had never been fond
of field rations.
Yoda looked at him mournfully, accepting the bar, and Obi-Wan smiled at little.
At length he managed to barter one of the ration concentrates to a curious
teenager for a bowl of stew and seated himself to share with his Master,
crossing his legs and relaxing peacefully. They passed the bowl between them
until its contents were gone. Yoda sighed regretfully as Obi-Wan surrendered the
empty bowl to the Livan girl who had filled it for them.
He drew out a portable data terminal and used it to access the latest video news
broadcasts, Yoda watching over his shoulder and grumbling softly to himself.
During the night, a major thoroughfare between the two nearest cities had
crumbled and been replaced by trees that should have taken a century to grow.
The incident was well beyond the previous perimeter of activity, and yet the
Avatar's morning visit with Ilvar strongly indicated that he had not left the
vicinity of the village and temple. Obi-Wan frowned. Clearly, the Avatar's
ability to use its power effectively at a distance was growing as it became
accustomed to using Qui-Gon's body and mind.
"Move quickly we must," Yoda observed soberly, and Obi-Wan nodded.
Aside from the inconvenience that the acts of sabotage caused to the planet's
industrialized citizens, the Jedi could not afford to let the Avatar's power
increase further. It would be good to move quickly in any case; the being might
even be weakened at present because of the stress of its previous evening's
activities.
Obi-Wan grew aware of Ilvar gathering his men with subtle hand signals and was
unsurprised when the man approached them, fairly buzzing with nervous energy.
His eyes were wary, enough so that Obi-Wan would have suspected him without
another shred of evidence. It appeared that he was under a great deal of
pressure, caught between an unpredictable near-god and two Jedi. Obi-Wan found
that he had little mercy for the man. No matter what had motivated him, his
plight was a direct result of his own poor choices.
"So, Jedi Kenobi, what have you planned to do in your quest for the
Livantanerai today?" Ilvar asked.
Obi-Wan hesitated to speak, using the excuse of his last mouthful of ration bar.
Yoda simply waited, content to be left out of the conversation, his small clawed
hand resting easily on the Knight's shoulder. "I had thought we might seek
to negotiate with it, to discover if it might discuss terms for ceasing its
hostile actions." Obi-Wan suggested at last, swallowing the last of his
ration bar. "Do you have any idea where we might leave a message for it,
stating our intention to parley?"
Ilvar hesitated, considering, his eyes flickering to Yoda again, nervously.
"The Temple," he stated at last. "If you intend to leave such a
message, that would be the best place to do it. My people..." he hesitated.
"We leave offerings there, in hopes of appeasing him. Food, drink... when
we return, they are gone."
Obi-Wan nodded, rising to his feet in a single fluid motion. "Perhaps we
should set forth quickly then, so that the Avatar may be neutralized as rapidly
as possible. I would not see any more of your people threatened or countenance
further disruption of their way of life." He delivered the subtle barb with
a perfectly guileless expression, meeting Ilvar's glance with serene, innocent
eyes.
Ilvar merely nodded shortly and gathered his men with a curt gesture. Obi-Wan
followed, calmly maintaining a distance of only a few feet from the Livan. The
man began to sweat even before they reached the edge of the wood. Obi-Wan
maintained his calculated serenity, easily ignoring Ilvar's obvious discomfort.
"I confess that I am unsure of the Avatar's motives," the Knight
confided genially to the nervous Livan, projecting trust and ease. Using the
illusion of sharing a confidence, he could plant seeds of doubt that might lead
to the man examining his decisions from a new perspective. "It would seem
that if it intends to destroy all evidence of mechanization upon Torehir, it
would center its operations in a less primitive locale." Obi-Wan smiled,
moving closer to Ilvar conspiratorially. "Perhaps it intends to build a
following among the uneducated, who would be more easily swayed to serve its
purposes because they are unlikely to realize how much civilization benefits
them-- by providing medicines and communications equipment, for example. I know
you are well educated, Ilvar, but it would seem that you are exceptional among
your tribespeople. They may be vulnerable to the Avatar in ways that you are
not."
Ilvar stiffened very slightly, offended; Obi-Wan might have missed it if he had
not been watching the Livan alertly. "I mean no offense, of course,"
Obi-Wan continued smoothly. "The Jedi believe in balance, Ilvar. Your
education and powerful position balance the weakness and vulnerability your
people experience as a result of their lack. Meanwhile, their connection to the
land balances you. You are there to protect them and they are there to ground
you in your heritage."
Obi-Wan heard Yoda grunt softly in agreement. "A grave responsibility you
have. Consider, you should, how to act in ways that will best benefit your
people." Yoda spoke to the Livan for the first time. His eyes fixed Ilvar
and the man met them for a nervous moment, then swallowed, nodded, and returned
his gaze to the fore.
After the short discussion Ilvar's forehead creased with a frown and he
increased his pace. He did not seem predisposed to listen with an open mind, so
Obi-Wan relented rather than pressing on with a gentle lecture on both
interspecies and interracial symbiosis. Instead, he spared his attention for his
surroundings.
Before them and to their left the wide brown ribbon of the river curved into a
meander that had partially eaten away and undercut a tall earthen hill, forming
a long set of steep, sloping bluffs. They loomed ominously in a precarious
balance of overhanging earth and stone, the yellow-brown mud of the soil only
sparsely dotted with vegetation on their face and immediately in their shadow.
Obi-Wan felt the Force tingling a warning at him as they neared the area.
"Those bluffs look unstable," he commented lightly. "Perhaps we
should detour around them."
"I have walked this path for many years. They are quite safe," Ilvar
reassured him stubbornly, stalking ahead doggedly on a precariously narrow strip
of land between the water and the steep bank of the bluff. Obi-Wan glanced over
his shoulder and realized that many of the men who had accompanied them when
they left the camp had simply melted away, and the others were lagging badly.
Yoda's small hand squeezed his shoulder, and the Knight took a breath, squaring
his shoulders.
He cast a glance at the sky as they neared the narrowest and most deeply
shadowed part of the path, alerted by thinning sunlight to the gathering of
thick, towering clouds. Ilvar noticed his glance and hastened to reassure him.
"It rains in the forest every afternoon, Jedi. If we hurry, we will be
sheltered by the overhang of the bluff."
Yoda's hand on Obi-Wan's shoulder tightened firmly in warning, but it was
unneeded-- Obi-Wan too could feel the silent gathering of power, like a tsunami
pushing the wavefront of cloud through the sky and lacing into the ground. He
eyed the buildup of steep, darkening clouds warily, following close to Ilvar.
The other man was sweating and spared Obi-wan only a quick glance as he hurried
his pace again, clearly wishing the young Jedi would move further away. Tension
hung over him like the gathering clouds in the sky.
Obi-Wan suppressed a wry smirk. There could be only one reason why Ilvar had not
realized that the Jedi had already recognized the clumsy trap for what it was:
preoccupation. The Livan had to be wondering if he was valuable enough to the
Avatar for his own safety to be preserved... would his life be considered an
acceptable trade for the elimination of Obi-Wan and Yoda? It was a crucial
question, and it clearly occupied the majority of the Ilvar's mind.
Obi-Wan saw the mental weights and measures waver, totter, and then slide into
place at last. He followed as Ilvar suddenly wavered away from the interior of
the bluff. Rain had started to patter and a muddy veil of drops was beginning to
cascade from the overhanging lip of the bluff. The Livan glanced upward, face
haggard, and dove for the river even as Obi-Wan heard the earth begin to groan
and the rainstorm abruptly roared into a fierce downpour. Obi-Wan took two steps
after the other man, but Ilvar's form was already obscured by the opaque,
pelting curtain of water drops. The Unifying Force whispered to him, and Obi-Wan
acted without thought.
He leaped instinctively, Jedi-enhanced abilities launching him high, and felt
his toes touch earth on top of the bluff even as it began to give way. Another
bounce and somersault, Yoda clinging to him tenaciously, and Obi-Wan danced back
from the sliding edge, struggling against a sudden heaviness in his body and in
the air around him.
The leap that should have carried him clear of the edge kept him just ahead of
the horrible roaring crumble, and he struggled, dodging the whipping trunks of
hundred-meter trees as they too succumbed to gravity and the Force and toppled
to increase the sliding fall of mud and stone. Another leap, this one even
shorter as an unseen force shoved at him, pushing him off-balance and nearly
tumbling him into the avalanche of mud, stone, and shattered wood.
He was drenched, unable to see in the rain, following the will of the Unifying
Force by instinct alone. He could feel Yoda drawing on it as well, working to
oppose the power that threatened to defeat their efforts to escape, holding the
malicious will that directed the Living Force at bay. More of the ridge
collapsed, and yet more; his worries for Ilvar and the other men of their group
vanished in the necessity of preserving both himself and the precious burden of
his ancient Master.
And then it was over. There was nothing left to fall; the hill had expended
almost the entirety of its height. Obi-Wan collapsed wearily on a half-buried
log, muscles quivering with effort, feeling a surge in the Living Force; the
downpour slackened and ceased abruptly. He made himself stand to face it,
bedraggled and muddy, leaves and dirt clinging to his boots his body, his face
and neck. Turning, he stared straight into the eyes of the Avatar, standing on
the other side of the same fallen log, just beyond the lip of the slide. It was
naked, as wet as Obi-Wan, long dark hair plastered to its body in tangled wet
ropes. Its eyes burned with angry blue fire.
"Another time, Jedi," it addressed them with ill-concealed annoyance,
and turning, vanished into the forest. Yoda caught Obi-Wan's shoulder again as
the Knight tensed to spring into pursuit.
"Let it go, Obi-Wan." The command was calm. The small Master's head
turned and Obi-Wan followed his gaze. Alerted by the crash of thunder and the
rending groan of the earth, a small band of Livans was approaching them
cautiously, peering through the forest at the Jedi and at the destruction that
lay beyond the point where they stood.
There were no familiar faces; these were different Livans than those they had
met in the village. Obi-Wan tallied them with Jedi care. They were different in
very interesting ways-- their ages did not range far toward either elderliness
or youth. The single exception was one old woman who led the band, moving toward
them and leaning heavily on a carved staff. There were also two young women and
a young man who seemed to be in their teens. Obi-Wan felt Yoda's sharp interest;
it matched his own.
"Observe the distribution of age, Master," Obi-Wan suggested softly,
and Yoda nodded.
"The missing population from the village," he agreed, never taking his
eyes from the advancing group.
The old woman who led the oncoming Livans gestured sharply, and several of her
charges began to pick their way out onto the swampy, treacherous new mudflat,
their efforts made particularly dangerous by shattered, protruding tree limbs.
"Was anyone caught in that?" she snapped peremptorily.
"One man may have been," Obi-Wan answered. "A Livan called Ilvar.
He dove into the river just as the cliff gave way."
"Search downstream!" Several more of the natives hurried off to obey
her command. "Ilvar?" She looked keenly at Obi-Wan, distrustful, then
her eyes widened slightly as her gaze shifted to include Yoda, whose appearance
was even more alien in comparison to the indigenous species of Torehir. "A
native of Rilvani would be far too wary to walk in such a place."
"But he did." Yoda answered her calmly and Obi-Wan watched her make a
careful estimate of the small Jedi Master, her sharp eyes betraying her fierce
intelligence. Her expression tightened, and Obi-Wan felt the Force stir weakly
as she probed at Yoda, sensing his power in a way that Ilvar could not.
"Ilvar guided us," Yoda serenely accepted the tentative probe, making
no effort to thwart it.
"We were very nearly engulfed by the slide," Obi-Wan added.
"The land demands a sacrifice." The woman shook her head, troubled.
"Never before in my life has it been so."
"A sacrifice?" Obi-Wan asked doubtfully. Ilvar had spoken of offerings
previously, but the woman's sober tone seemed to imply more than simple leavings
of food and drink.
The woman cast a mistrustful look at Obi-Wan. "What do you care for our
traditions, offworlder?"
Yoda touched the back of the Knight's neck to quell him. "Jedi, we are.
Come to help you."
She eyed Yoda again, cautious interest flickering in her eyes. "I know
nothing of Jedi."
"As we know nothing of your traditions," Yoda responded. "Help
each other we may, but knowledge we must share as well, I think."
"After we locate Ilvar." The woman's eyes flashed with pain.
"Of Rilvani he is, you say." Yoda murmured compassionately.
She hesitated for a long moment, eyes moving past the Jedi to search the tangle
of shattered trees and torn earth. "He is my brother's son," she said
simply, and began to make her way around the outskirts of the destruction.
"Wait," Yoda called to her. "Set me down, Obi-Wan."
Obi-Wan obeyed and Yoda emerged from his pack, moving forward to extend his
gimer stick over the mudslide. Obi-Wan felt his Master reach into the Living
Force. The whole area seemed to shiver as a wavefront of power emerged from the
tiny Jedi, working its way outward in a slow semicircle. Yoda's head bowed and
his eyes closed as he extended his senses into the thorough probe. Obi-Wan
watched the woman's eyes widen with shock and awe; clearly she could feel
something of what Yoda was doing.
At last the probe's boundary reached the river, and Yoda let it dissolve,
straightening wearily. "Ilvar is not buried." The Councilor raised his
head decisively. "Seek him in the river, you should."
With a shout, she recalled the digging searchers, redirecting them toward the
silt-freighted, murky waters of the wide river. The obstructed water, which had
already risen far enough to trickle around the wide finger of shattered earth
and resume its seaward flow, implacably scouring away at the boundary of the
mudslide. Visibly relieved by the increased likelihood of Ilvar's survival, she
turned back to Yoda. "Come back to the village with me, Livantan?"
Obi-Wan recognized the word from his preliminary research into Torehiri
cultures; it was an honorific, a title given to Livan shamans. Increasingly
Obi-Wan suspected a link between the term and Force users. Yoda seemed to
recognize the link as well and inclined his head politely, accepting the
courtesy title. With dignity he returned to the Knight's pack. Settling his
Master on his back, Obi-Wan fell in behind the woman.
They made a short journey through the forest, arriving in a tent campsite
arranged around several burned-down bonfires. "You have left your
village," Yoda observed. "I am wondering. What causes this?"
"We seek to appease the land," she responded. "It is not pleased
that we settle and build, that we shape paths and roads and plow fields and
build other things. And so we choose not to do these things. We serve the will
of the land now, moving where it leads us."
"Pilgrims, you are," Yoda commented thoughtfully. "The Living
Force-- has it manifested to you?"
She eyed him sharply. "I am not sure what you speak of."
Yoda paused, considering, and she led them into a small tent, the entrance
curtained by strings of bone beads. "Have you encountered a concentration
of energy... a centering of power... around a place, or an individual?"
Yoda resumed the discussion thoughtfully. "Visions or other manifestations
you may have been granted, or perhaps some among your people?"
"I am a High Priestess of Rilvani, and I will not discuss these matters
with you," she stated stubbornly. "Such things are sacred to us."
Her words were curt, defensive. "They are not the concern of
outworlders."
"But they have become our concern," Obi-Wan offered persuasively, and
Yoda nodded.
"Seen such a thing I have, and has Obi-Wan." Yoda did not wait for his
former apprentice to remove the pack, levering himself out and using clawed
hands and feet to clutch at Obi-Wan's tunic like a rope ladder that he used to
descend to the earthen floor of the tent. Obi-Wan smiled a little at his
Master's independence and enthusiasm, waiting until he stood free before
shouldering out of the abandoned pack.
The woman's eyes cut quickly at Obi-Wan, measuring him anew. "What have you
seen?"
Yoda eyed the Knight serenely, waiting, and Obi-Wan took the cue to speak.
"A man. An outworlder like myself. He wields the power of the life-force of
Torehir," Obi-Wan spoke reluctantly. "He is tall," Obi-Wan lifted
the palm of his hand some distance above his own head, demonstrating, "with
long dark hair, graying, and blue eyes...." his voice trailed away; he
realized the woman was staring at him with shock and fear.
"An Avatar he is, Priestess. A vergence in the Living Force." Yoda
gazed at her sternly. "Taken unwilling he was, by the Living Force of
Torehir. We have come for him. Have there been other such possessions in the
history of your religion, Priestess?"
It seemed that she could not rip her eyes from Obi-Wan, mesmerized by his short
recital, as though he had seen visions of a god that had been denied to her.
"In legend," she agreed. "Strong Livantani may be
taken..."
Yoda nodded, ears pricking forward. "Livantan is the Avatar. A
powerful Jedi, was Qui-Gon Jinn."
"Then all the Jedi are Livantan?" She pondered Yoda's words for
a long moment, doubtful. "The Avatar... my people call such beings Livantanerai.
They are chosen from the most powerful of the Livantani."
Yoda nodded. "All Jedi use the Force. Seen, you have, what I can do."
Yoda turned to regard Obi-Wan. "Knight Kenobi?"
Obi-Wan bowed his head obediently, and lifted his hands, summoning two strands
of the bead curtain inward and into his grasp. It was the most innocuous of
abilities, but when he re-opened his eyes, the High Priestess was staring at him
with a mixture of awe and fear.
"Few Livantani among us have such power," she admitted. She
looked down at her fingers for a moment, hesitating, then abruptly surrendered
the last of her resistance to discussing religious matters with Yoda. "It
will take a great sacrifice to appease the will of the land, and to satisfy such
a powerful Livantanerai as it has chosen," she whispered. "We
have none that is suitable to offer, and the best of us... they have begun to
wonder if it would not be better to appease him through obedient service.
Like--" she faltered to a halt, glancing at Obi-Wan again.
"Like Ilvar," the Knight stated gently.
Her eyes flashed at him, hostile, fear underlying her aggression. "Ilvar is
no longer of the Rilvani! No Rilvan would abet in the willful attempt to take a
life!"
Obi-Wan sensed growing eagerness in Yoda as his former teacher considered her
words, and felt his Master's desire to speak further with the Priestess alone.
He rose to his feet with a polite nod to the Livan woman, retrieving his pack.
"The Jedi value life as well, High Priestess. If you will pardon me,
perhaps I may be of more use with your men at the river. I can help to locate
Ilvar quickly. I think we would both like to speak with him."
She gave Obi-Wan a courteous, dismissive nod, re-centering her attention on
Yoda. Obi-Wan stepped out into the light, leaving the bone-bead curtain swinging
behind him, and turned his face toward the river.
"Your pardon, Livantan?" A shy whisper at his elbow, and
Obi-Wan turned to find one of the two teenage girls he had noticed before
following him, her head bowed. She had the same delicate features, pale
complexion, and slight height he remembered from Princess Livarin. He smiled,
trying to reassure her, but she did not raise her head.
"Yes?"
"There is someone here who wishes to speak with you." She ghosted away
without another word, not looking to see if she would be followed. Obi-Wan
pursued her to the edge of the woods, sensing no threat from her or from the
Force. Obi-Wan sensed the presence of another person a moment before they
rounded the first thick-boled tree.
He lifted his head, eyes cool, and the other man spoke.
"Jedi Kenobi?" It was Ilvar, his clothing wet and bedraggled from his
time in the river, his face and hands badly scratched and his body streaked with
wet mud. He had lost one boot and his pack, and his face was ashen, drawn with
fear "I ask you for amnesty and for the protection of the Jedi."
"For what reason should the Jedi succor you?" Obi-Wan gazed at him
keenly, knowing the answer before it was given.
"I have done nothing to deserve your protection, but I have nowhere left to
turn. I can..." Ilvar swallowed, glancing nervously around them in the
forest. "I can offer information," he whispered, almost too low to be
heard. "I have learned that I cannot trust him, and I have thought about
what you said as I led you to the cliffs. You are right and I was wrong."
His proud eyes flickered with shame and a moment of half-hearted resentment.
Obi-Wan simply nodded, understanding. "I will take you to make your
petition to Master Yoda."
They moved into the tent village, Ilvar's presence and condition drawing
startled eyes and gasps. Obi-Wan sensed the intensity of Ilvar's shame and felt
sorry for the other man, but he led him toward the Priestess's tent quickly, not
sparing the time for merciful reassurances.
"Master Yoda, Ilvar has come to parley with us," he called softly, and
the High Priestess emerged from her tent swiftly, glaring at Ilvar, who
practically cowered under her fierce gaze.
"And so your precious leader cared nothing for your life, as he cares
nothing for ours," she said at last. Ilvar bowed his head.
"There is more." Ilvar steeled himself, eyes dull. "Jedi Kenobi,
I was responsible for the initial attacks on Torehiri industrial
facilities." Ilvar was deflated by shame, his shoulders slumped. "I
had hoped..."
"You have always let your desire for Livarin overcome your better
judgment," the Priestess snapped. "Livantan Yoda has told me of
the destruction you wrought at the reefs. Truly, you care nothing for our people
or our world, Ilvar! It is not surprising that the Livantanerai rejected
you."
Obi-Wan's eyes widened. "You hoped to stop Livarin's marriage," he
realized, watching Ilvar thoughtfully. The Livan man slumped, his shame
intensifying. "You knew that the factions would blame one another for what
had happened..." Obi-Wan shook his head. Ilvar's selfish action had cost
many lives and losses. It was difficult to feel sympathy for such a selfish
individual, but somehow Ilvar's dejection touched his heart. Embarrassed by his
own sympathy, Obi-Wan reluctantly laid a soothing hand on the slumped shoulder.
Perhaps once he would not have understood, but recently, he had begun to learn
the pain of frustrated desire, and of rejected love-- .
He blinked, startled by the thought, and let his hand fall away. Love? For
Qui-Gon Jinn? It was an unexpected notion, and a decidedly unwelcome one.
However, he could sense its truth. Little though he liked it, he must meditate
deeply on these thoughts. Later. He set them aside with determination.
Yoda emerged from the High Priestess's tent sedately, interrupting Obi-Wan's
moment of dismayed introspection by parting the curtain with the tip of his
stick. "Fear leads to loss of wisdom," he spoke mildly. "Realized
his errors Ilvar has, I think." He planted his stick firmly and gazed a
challenge into the tall man's eyes. "And more, perhaps."
"I only meant to stop the wedding. I did not expect the Jedi to become
involved." Ilvar sighed. "It is not right that Livarin should have to
marry without love--" his voice broke.
The choice was hers to make, Ilvar, and she made it for the betterment of her
people, as you did not. You are shamed, son of my brother." The Priestess
spat at him and he wiped it from his cheek silently, along with tears.
"Leave our village. You are no longer Rilvani."
Yoda reached for Obi-Wan imperiously and the young Jedi picked him up, settling
him neatly into the pack. "Master Yoda, Ilvar has asked for our
protection."
Yoda stared over the young Knight's shoulder, contemplating the shamed, beaten
man before him. "Regret your actions, do you? Hmmf." Yoda made himself
comfortable and extended his stick, poking the Livan's shoulder. "And well
you should. Will you act with us to stop the Avatar?"
Ilvar swallowed, looking sick with fright. "I can call my men away from him
and I will do that much gladly." He swallowed hard. "I have no wish
for them to die as a result of his indifference."
"Hardest lessons are often the most well-learned," Yoda mused.
"Come with us you may, and protect you we will, to the best of our ability.
Unless you prove that we should do otherwise."
"I will not betray you again," Ilvar promised, and Obi-Wan could hear
sincerity in his words.
"Then we will proceed to the temple, as we had planned." Yoda patted
Obi-Wan's shoulder, and the Knight turned obediently, looking to the horizon to
gain his bearings.
"The temple?" Ilvar's face went white.
"Yes. And on the way, gather your men we must."
Ilvar hesitated, glancing at the High Priestess, but her face was resolutely
turned away. He glanced back at Obi-Wan, who was already moving across the
gathering of tents, made his decision, and caught up quickly.
By late afternoon they gathered nine of Ilvar's fifteen men and determined that
at least a few of the others had returned to the main village. Dusk was already
threatening when the last man was located, and Obi-Wan remembered how quickly
night had fallen the previous evening.
"Master, perhaps we should return to Rilvan," he suggested. Due to
detouring after the men who had fled from the falling hillside, they had not yet
reached the temple. Presently they rested in a wide clearing, an area of thin
soil and scattered stones with a solid layer of underlying bedrock that
prevented the growth of trees.
Obi-Wan moved to sit on a stone outcrop and wiped sweat from his brow. Several
of the men wandered over to drink from a slow stream on the far side of the
clearing. Ilvar gazed up at the angle of the sun, calculating the time until
dusk. Obi-Wan removed his pack carefully, mindful of Yoda's comfort, and propped
it against the stone. "It will be dark long before we could reach the
temple and return to the village."
Yoda seemed distracted, nodding absently, the tips of his ears curling slightly
downward, a sign of worry. Obi-Wan quickly delved into the Unifying Force,
reaching for a sense of what might be troubling his Master.
"The Avatar is coming," Yoda stated suddenly.
Obi-Wan surged to his feet, weariness forgotten. "Prepare to defend
yourselves!" He called a quick warning. He could feel the Force-surge
himself now, wild and uncontrolled, raw green power concentrating itself around
a point just at the edge of the wood. Obi-Wan turned in time to see the tall,
feral form of the Avatar emerge from the greenery and stride toward the center
of the clearing.
The entity in Qui-Gon's body tossed a quick look over its left shoulder, eyes
roving in a circle, counting opponents and estimating their positions. The
fierce gaze finally came to rest on Yoda, eyes narrowing slightly, head tilting
as the being judged the threat presented by the deceptively tiny Master.
"Avatar," Yoda nodded politely. "Sought you we have. We ask that
you return Qui-Gon Jinn to us."
The Avatar tilted its head almost as though it did not understand language,
gazing at Yoda for a long moment, and then malice gathered in its aura,
well-honed muscles tensing, one arm rising with its hand extended.
Yoda responded by raising his own arm serenely. The living Force almost seemed
to spark between them, wills clashing, and Obi-Wan winced, spying a trickle of
perspiration working its way down Yoda's scalp beneath his sparse white hair.
The grass between the Jedi Master and the Force-entity flattened and Obi-Wan's
own hair stood on end as near-tangible power crackled through the clearing,
whipping the leaves on the trees, scattering silver-backed green shards over
them all, then whipping the leaves into flight again.
The Avatar's other arm rose and the wind screamed, buffeting at Obi-Wan,
tumbling men across the meadow. Obi-Wan watched helplessly as Ilvar struck a
rock and lay still. Yoda tottered a step back under the assault, blinking
against the lash of dust and grit, but did not falter. He braced against the
sturdy stone, Obi-Wan's pack flattened against it at his side. Obi-Wan glanced
between the two of them desperately. Yoda was holding the Avatar at a standstill
so far, but their allies had fallen or fled and there was no backup waiting. His
muscles tensed and he crept forward, eyes on the tall, bare form. He could sense
something of Qui-Gon there, sense the Avatar probing Jedi memories for knowledge
of how best to defeat Yoda. Perhaps if he could...
"Padawan!" Yoda's agonized cry was simultaneously an entreaty and a
warning, directed at two. The Master's eyes never flickered, but he dropped his
stick and his other hand rose, shaking slightly, the frailty of his slight body
emphasizing the struggle behind his efforts.
Obi-Wan had never heard the gravelly voice so stressed; he would have to move
quickly. As he was the only other Jedi present, he was the only person with a
prayer of reaching Qui-Gon's consciousness or resisting the Avatar if Yoda
failed.
He reached for the Force to aid Yoda, but it eluded him; Living Force boiled
around him, blocking away the Unifying Force, and he could not grasp its power;
it was now entirely closed to him. That Yoda could even continue to draw it in
opposition to the being before him was little short of a miracle; it spoke of
the aging Jedi Master's strength and control.
Obi-Wan crept another foot forward, lightsaber in his fist, and the Avatar
spared him a warning glance. The light was fading quickly and Obi-Wan could feel
the roots of his hair prickling, could taste ozone in the air and knew that
black, roiling storm clouds had begun to gather. Ah, so that was how Yoda was
holding it at bay; the being's concentration was divided and working the weather
was not a simple task even for a Force-Avatar.
Obi-Wan had to strike before the lightning could. But what could he do? His
lightsaber was virtually useless if they hoped to capture Qui-Gon alive... and
he did hope to do that, he realized. Very much so.
The electricity in the air began to surge exponentially; their time was running
out. Instinct prompted and Obi-Wan leaped. Even as he flung himself forward he
felt Yoda cry out, knew that a stone had broken through Yoda's guard and struck
the tiny Master, making him slump to the ground, body hunched with pain. The
Avatar raised his arms toward the sky, but lightning did not come; as Obi-Wan
hurtled forward he saw the man's feet begin to sink into the solid stone on
which he stood.
His arms closed around the bare dirty ribs as he struck Qui-Gon's body in a
flying tackle and he wrapped his legs around the man's thighs, holding on
desperately. They had to hold the Avatar here; perhaps Ilvar would recover the
sense to fire his stun weapon while it was distracted with Obi-Wan. But they
were sinking swiftly; he was enclosed in the being's radiant aura of power. He
felt the rock flowing ominously around his legs. It was already too late to let
go.
It seemed to take forever, and yet it was only a heartbeat. Strong arms came
down around him, intensifying the Force that wrapped him, and the stone flowed
away to admit them. Obi-Wan had time enough to gasp a deep, terrified breath and
bury his face in the taller man's neck before the stone closed over his head,
shutting out air, sun, light, and life.
He did not know how long they sank, the living stone giving way before them,
clasping them in a gentle flow, but he was aware when they stopped, for he could
no longer shift even slightly. The resistance against him was complete and even.
He had only the space afforded by the slight flexibility of flesh and bone to
move in, had only the heat of the dirty body against him to remind him that he
yet lived.
He would have trembled, if he could. Did Qui-Gon... or rather, what he had
become... intend to kill him, to stay here until Obi-Wan perished, then leave
him entombed in the stone that would not part for him?
Obi-Wan felt his heart pounding-- too fast, using up his precious lungful of
air. He dug his fingers into the other man's broad back, struggling against the
panic that claimed him. He could feel the other man's heart, slow and calm and
steady. He was sweating, the rough, beard-stubbled neck was wet against his
face.
There was nowhere to go, only the channel carved around his body, the stone
enclosing even the fine lines of his eyelashes.
He had to anchor himself somehow, and the body he held was live, strong, and
felt deceptively normal against him. He focused on the slow beat of the strong
heart, forcing his own heart into rhythm with it, trying not to squirm against
the obdurate prison that enclosed him so unforgivingly. Qui-Gon's body was far
more pliant, very warm in comparison to the icy damp chill of the surrounding
stone.
Obi-Wan realized he had to focus himself, try to reach the Jedi master where
others had failed, even Yoda. He had to find some flicker of the man that he
knew lay within the confusion of Force, will, and mind-- enough to convince the
Avatar not to leave him here, not to kill him.
Qui-Gon? Obi-Wan opened his mind timidly, feeling his body begin to reach
the last of the desperate breath he had drawn, his heart pumping harder, his
lungs aching. Please, Qui-Gon. Answer me.
There was no response, and Obi-Wan squirmed in spite of himself, feeling the
first confusion of dizziness. Qui-Gon, please. Can't breathe. He reached
for the Force, but it eluded his fading control.
No response again and Obi-Wan struggled harder, knowing it was useless, knowing
it shortened his life, but unable to stop himself. He let his brain flicker
desperately through images that might rouse some sense of the other man. The
dead boy on the pavement, the child with her pet, the living beauty of the reef.
Nothing. He struggled desperately for something that they had shared between the
two of them, but Qui-Gon had been so cold, so aloof, so...
Obi-Wan realized that was not entirely true. There was one intense
emotional event they had shared. It was only a moment, a spark-- the slightest
flicker of sharing, but it was theirs and nobody else's, and they had both felt
its intensity.
Reluctantly, he called up his memories of their first night on Torehir.
There was dizziness and a sweet flutter in his belly as Qui-Gon lifted and
swung him unexpectedly quickly through the forms of the dance, the warmth and
the sensation of the bigger man's hands and arms more pleasant on him than he'd
let himself admit. He felt a quick, rapidly-denied twinge of sultry heat in his
groin at the suggestion that they might have to deepen their ruse in the
gardens. His senses drowned in the unexpected passion in their single shared
kiss.
The Avatar pressed for more, and Obi-Wan helplessly sank into memories of the
moments of his and Qui-Gon's togetherness, hastily stripping away the defenses
he'd erected in his own mind against what Jinn's touch and presence had
threatened to do to him. Helpless, he felt himself firming as he remembered the
delirious sensation of lying powerless in those strong, unyielding arms and
being kissed.
He freed all his emotions, admitting to his pleasure in them, aware that
awe-filled memories of watching Qui-Gon's nude form were ghosting through his
mind as well. But that was not all that he was giving. The Avatar was powerful
and subtle, and it extended into the Living Force that inhabited Obi-Wan;
nothing could be hidden from such an intimate connection. He was revealing all
of himself, even things he had half-hidden from his own mind and heart after he
realized how much Jinn disliked and resented him.
He winced as the Avatar uncovered his intrigue at the idea he might simply be
taken when he had awakened and found the Jedi Master standing over him in the
night, half-clothed. Tears stung his eyes as the Avatar dispassionately examined
the moment when Ilvar had revealed his motives and Obi-Wan first recognized the
love he had hidden inside his heart-- love for Qui-Gon Jinn. He would have
slumped in defeat if he could as the Avatar saw that he had abandoned thoughts
of his lightsaber in the clearing above, realizing that he could not bring
himself to harm Qui-Gon's body.
Obi-Wan struggled to shield himself as his mind was plundered, but he could hide
nothing. Not even the secret, half-denied sense of comfort and pleasure that had
kept him in the older man's arms and bed after the painful convulsions had
ceased on the night he first battled the Livan terrorists. Nor could he conceal
the flicker of deep, guilty pleasure he'd felt when he was presented with his
own opportunity to cradle an unconscious, nude Qui-Gon in his arms and share the
warmth of his life with the injured man, offering the wondrous small comforts of
holding and being held. He'd had to suppress an erection in that moment, and now
Qui-Gon would know about it. All of it.
He knew everything now.
Obi-Wan blushed painfully, trembling at the sensation of the Avatar thrusting
deep inside his mind, sifting his thoughts and dispassionately examining these
deeply private things, exposing him to the likelihood of the other man's scorn.
If Qui-Gon returned, he would be fully aware of them all. Including the times,
many of them rather inappropriate, when Obi-Wan had stolen a few precious
moments to fall behind the Jedi Master and gaze at him speculatively, all while
remembering the flare of his own desire when he had first felt Qui-Gon's
erection searing his hip with hard, demanding fervor. He shivered, feeling
terribly exposed and vulnerable. But it hardly mattered any longer, did it? In
moments he would die of asphyxiation, suffocated by the terrible, obdurate chill
weight of the surrounding stone.
Even as he despaired, he realized that he was feeling that long, powerful
hardness swell against him again, heating and straining. A bright spot of hot
moisture welled where the erection prodded him at the seam of thigh and belly.
Something had reached that far into the vestiges of the man at least, and
Obi-Wan felt a flare of hope in his fading consciousness as he reached out with
one final, desperate plea: Please, Qui-Gon. Don't let me die.
Slowly the rock loosened its hold, flowing away from them, leaving a pocket of
air around his head. Obi-Wan gasped in as much breath as the clasp of stone
around his ribs would permit. Not enough, and the stone eased further, the warm
strong arms that wrapped around him stirring against his body as they too were
freed.
At first he just lay in those arms and breathed, terrible lung-searing gasps,
until he finally got enough, finally ceased to panic. He wondered distantly
where the air had come from-- the Avatar had probably channeled it through the
stone to them. Had Qui-Gon heard and responded to his pleas, or was the Avatar
merely toying with him now?
As his frantic gasps calmed, he felt the stone flow again, felt himself lifted
slightly, and the hands came with him, moving up to the sides of his face,
strong fingers tracing the lines of cheekbone and jaw.
"You were not a mate to him," the voice was familiar, but the tone was
not. It was meditative, mild, and its intonation was ever-so-faintly alien.
"I had thought you were, but you are not."
"And yet I am enough to him that you brought air to me," Obi-Wan
ventured, still feeling that vivid hardness against him. "Enough to awaken
him in you, enough to..." he paused. "Arouse him," he finished
almost nervously, licking his dry lips.
"That is true," there was a soft laugh. "You are foolhardy, Jedi,
to risk so much for one who is not your mate."
"Please release him," Obi-Wan breathed.
"Why?" The tone was amused.
Obi-Wan hesitated, unsure how best to proceed-- perhaps by trying to reason with
the Force-entity, since his attempt to reach Qui-Gon had not been fully
successful. "Avatar, I have the utmost respect for what you are and what
you represent," he ventured, uncomfortably aware of that solid body still
held tight against him from the waist down by the unyielding stone. "But
you unwittingly do harm. The Torehiri and the Livans are live things as well,
and you harm them. You destroy their sources of food, water, and shelter."
"I know," he swallowed nervously, sensing a flicker of irritation,
"that the cycle of death and birth is natural to you. There must be
predators and prey, and unfit species perish, to be replaced by others. And I
realize that sentient species do not always practice proper respect for the land
and the beasts that live on it." He sensed that the Avatar was listening in
spite of its irritation, and he pressed ahead stubbornly. "And I know that
you have seen in Qui-Gon's mind the horrors of what has been done to the
environment on Coruscant and other industrialized planets and nations."
Obi-Wan faltered for a moment in his plea. How could he overcome such horrific
images of civilization's destructive potential?
"But the Livans and the Torehiri respect you, Avatar, each in their
way," he managed at last, summoning images of the beautiful cities and
parks they maintained. "They cultivate you where they may, and do a minimum
of damage where they must. As a predator feeds on its prey, so must sentients
feed on the land. But the Livans and the Torehiri each permit the land to renew
itself, just as the natural cycle permits plants to grow each season and
provides for animals that are prey to breed swiftly and thrive."
"You are wise, Jedi," the Avatar commented thoughtfully. "But why
should I surrender this body, when in its form, I can make sure that they
continue to respect me? When I can assure that I will not be abused?"
Obi-Wan licked his lips nervously. "Because you have taken something that
does not belong to you," he squirmed a little, feeling the weight of rock
pressing in around him almost tangibly even where it had receded. The Avatar's
arousal had not subsided, either, and he was beginning to fear what it might ask
of him. "Master Jinn is his own man, with a right to his own life-- a life
that you know he has spent in service to the Living Force on many worlds."
"And I have given him power in return for our co-existence," the
Avatar countered, voice rich with pride.
"But not his freedom," Obi-Wan whispered. "You resist being
prisoned by machines, manipulated, shunted aside. Holding him against his will
is against all that you stand for."
"And who are you to say it is against his will?" The Avatar's voice
held a silky thread of anger.
"I am one who knows that what you do contradicts much of what he believes
in," Obi-Wan felt himself sweating, eyes flickering desperately around in
the blackness. He feared the pressure of rock enclosing him once more, feared
how it might choke him, crush him.
"He does not think that you are such a one," the inexorable voice was
not appeased. "He thinks you know nothing of him. He has told you nothing
of himself."
"His actions have told me more than he knows," Obi-Wan countered
stubbornly.
"You know nothing."
"I know how much he wants this," Obi-Wan whispered, a calculated risk,
and leaned forward, feeling his nose awkwardly bump against the older man's
before he settled his mouth to the soft lips beneath it, kissing them
passionately.
He could feel shock from the entity he kissed, shock and an immediate response;
the Living Force could not deny the energy their contact incited. The Avatar
would probably take him now, he realized. Sex and mating were as much a natural
part of life as birth and death. But what if he was wrong? What if Qui-Gon
didn't really want this, what if it only pushed him further away?
But even as fears whispered to him, he could feel the balance of power shifting
within the thrumming, vital presence that felt so much like the group mind of
the reef, only unimaginably broader, deeper, and given form and speech by the
mind and intellect of Qui-Gon. Qui-Gon... the Living Force wavered, focus
shifting, and he realized that the man's consciousness was there, confused but
intact, watching cautiously from beneath the slowly thinning layer of formless
life-energy that had overcome him.
Qui-Gon. Obi-Wan felt hope kindle inside him, hope... and something more. He
lifted his chin, nudging the kiss forward, and felt the sensual mouth open
beneath his, hot and soft. He flicked his tongue inside it, squirming his right
thigh as much as he could against the sturdy, hot length that pressed against
him. Qui-Gon.
The kiss suddenly sank deep as both the Jedi Master and the Living Force that
had overwhelmed him galvanized against Obi-Wan in passionate response. A flicker
of Qui-Gon's sense broke through the cool power of the being that inhabited his
body, a thin tendril of longing reaching out to touch Obi-Wan's mind almost
timidly. The young Jedi moaned at the intimate touch of minds, arms tightening,
desire spiraling in him with unexpected, irrational force. He opened himself to
the other man's essence, eagerly welcoming Qui-Gon's return... but his eager
welcome was met with alarm and fear, and then the sense of Qui-Gon's
individuality quickly evaporated until it was eclipsed once more by the
impersonal power of the Avatar.
Obi-Wan's desire ebbed involuntarily, the kiss cooling, and he could feel the
Avatar's annoyance with his dimming enthusiasm. The body Obi-Wan held broke the
kiss, and he felt the erection against his leg fading. "You are fascinating
to speak with, but in the end, you are a fool," the Avatar mused coldly.
"He would mount you like a pack-leader mounts a yearling, boy. To show his
dominance. Nothing more." Rock began to flow again, trickling between
Obi-Wan's chest and the body he held, a bar of stone quickly expanding between
them, forcing him away.
"No!" Obi-Wan cried helplessly, but his arms were ruthlessly torn away
from Qui-Gon's body and the cold, merciless stone flowed back upward to clasp
his ribs, rising toward his head. He gasped another desperate breath before it
rose over his mouth and then enfolded him completely. He flailed with his mind,
pleading and begging, but the Avatar was gone.
Damn. He cursed frantically, terrified and beaten. He should have known-- every
time he had grown even slightly close to connecting with Qui-Gon, the other man
had retreated. But it was only his methods that had failed him, not his
instincts; there was more of Qui-Gon in the Avatar than it fully realized.
Enough to make it flee him instead of expressing its desire.
Enough to cost him his life, if Force and skill failed him.
Obi-Wan reached out along the single bond of contact that remained to him,
finding Yoda's mind waiting for him at the end of their link. He ignored his
Master's shock and relief. He had to pass along what little information he had
gained in case he did not survive until rescue reached him. As his mind opened
to Yoda's he could sense pain and weariness, but the Unifying Force was there,
and he felt it reaching for him, embracing him with strength and reassurance.
"Digging I am," Yoda's sense was urgent, reassuring. "Hibernation
trance you must enter." He felt a surge of Force energy along their bond,
received a vision of the wizened Jedi Master determinedly hacking at the stone
with his small lightsaber, levitating away the pieces he cut free. There was
gray-green blood at the corner of his mouth, and there were two Livans
hesitantly assisting him, shoveling away loose earth and clumps of dislodged
grass with their hands.
The extra Force Yoda wrapped about Obi-Wan was just enough to calm his fears and
he settled into serenity gratefully, drawing on his Master's strength and
guidance, letting Yoda help send him deep into a hibernation trance.
He was barely aware, some hours later, of rock crumbling gently to dust around
his body and of being levitated out onto the cool, dewy grass of the meadow. The
freedom of air on his skin felt like heaven, rousing him gradually. He drew a
deep breath, setting his internal rhythms to warm slowly back to regular levels
of function, and felt Yoda's small hand stroking his brow as he slipped into
natural sleep.
Obi-Wan wakened in the morning, unsure how he had arrived back in his own hut.
He lay quietly, watching a fat spider crawl slowly over the ceiling and out
through a jagged tear in the oiled paper window. Shaking himself from his
lethargy he rose at last, stretching sore muscles and blinking stone dust out of
his eyes.
He took a few minutes to go and bathe in the river, washing away the clinging
dust and chill of his stone prison in the lukewarm water. Returning to his hut
he dressed and finally ventured out to find his Master in the communications
shed. Yoda was listening to a crackling transmission on outdated equipment. his
ear-tips were drooping, a bad sign.
"--nevertheless, the Alesko facility is no longer viable," Windu's
voice was dark with worry, a rarity for the composed Councilor. "You and
Kenobi are the closest Jedi to Juyoren. I don't need to remind you that the
situation is critical."
"I will do what I must, Master Windu," Yoda pondered for a moment.
"Dispatch another team if you do not hear from me in a day's time."
Obi-Wan lowered himself to the ground, crossing his legs and waiting for the
conversation to end.
"It will take several days for an alternative team to prepare and
arrive," Windu pointed out. "How soon do you think the situation on
Torehir will be ended?"
"Mmm." Yoda uttered a soft, meditative grunt, eyelids sinking shut.
"Difficult to say." His eyes opened again, gleaming at Obi-Wan.
"Perhaps soon."
"We have yet to gather the children I was dispatched for," Obi-Wan
pointed out serenely.
"Issued orders I did for them to be brought together in only a few
places," Yoda gave Obi-Wan an apologetic look. "That task was less
pressing. Recovering Qui-Gon Jinn must be your first mission as a Jedi."
Obi-Wan sighed a little, resigned. He recognized that tone in Yoda's voice, knew
that Yoda had foreseen the future, and was well aware that the stubborn Master
would not discuss what he had learned.
"Master, I have been thinking," Obi-Wan murmured, and Yoda watched him
expectantly. "Livarin once spoke a ritual blessing to me, saying the earth,
fire, air, and water must be unified for the land to be appeased and made joyful
and fruitful. Do you suppose that is a part of the Rilvani religion?"
"Raised in Rilvan Livarin was," Yoda nodded. "Told me, the
Priestess did: Livarin was her daughter. When Torvan sent out his call for a
Livan bride, the Force moved her to offer herself to him. She had been trained
to become the next Livantani for her village."
Obi-Wan nodded thoughtfully. "When I was in the stone, Qui-Gon responded to
me," he spoke softly.
"Thought he would, I did," Yoda spoke softly. "Qui-Gon's greatest
mistake it was, leaving you on Bandomeer."
Obi-Wan shook his head a little, not seeing the relevance of the comment, and
Yoda relented, smiling very slightly, the tips of his ears rising, his
expression fond.
"Meditate on this you should, Obi-Wan." Yoda touched his former
Padawan's brow gently. "Let the Unifying Force guide your actions. Trust in
it... and in Qui-Gon." Yoda sighed. "Always has Qui-Gon pursued his
goals single-mindedly. He knows no moderation." He raised a reassuring gaze
to Obi-Wan. "When come to his senses he does, he will recognize his errors
and change them."
Obi-Wan frowned a little, but he trusted in his Master, and he made himself
relax. They stood there together quietly for a long moment until another thought
occurred to the Knight. He reached out to the Living Force and felt it ghost
through his mental fingertips, silent and unusable.
"Master..." Obi-Wan hesitated. "Is the Force...?"
"Closed to me as well now, is the Living Force," Yoda confirmed
reluctantly, the moment of warmth between them passing. The corners of his mouth
pulled down. "Strong we both are with the Unifying Force, but the Avatar is
stronger." Yoda coughed, lifting his hand to his lips, patting at them with
a tiny fold of cloth.
Obi-Wan glimpsed color in the small square of material and reached out with
concern, touching his Master's mouth where he had seen blood in his vision as he
lay trapped in the stone "Are you well, Master Yoda?" His voice was
taut with worry.
"Well enough, I am. Too old for this rough fieldwork." Yoda gently
pushed Obi-Wan's hand away, but not before the Knight had read the Force in his
body and understood that his Master had indeed been injured. Perhaps a cracked
rib, jagged edges nicking at his left lung.
Obi-Wan reached for Yoda again, this time with both hands, gathering the small
body carefully into his arms. He needed the Living Force for healing, but the
Unifying energies responded also, albeit sluggishly, and he concentrated them,
slowly closing the small wound he had perceived inside his Master's body. The
rib was still damaged; it was beyond his ability to heal. If Yoda moved about,
the wound could re-open.
"I will find a solution before morning, or we will return to the capital
without Qui-Gon so that a proper healer may tend you," Obi-Wan stated
flatly, brooking no opposition, and rose to his feet.
Yoda just gazed up at him inscrutably for a long moment and then nodded
acquiescence.
True to his word, Obi-Wan spent the afternoon in meditation on the problem, and
by nightfall he had found the answers he sought.
He slipped from his hut and took the aircar to speed his journey, piloting it
above the quiet, moonlit river to the wide clearing left by the mudslide, where
he landed it and began to trek through the trackless jungle, his steps unerring.
He knew where he was bound, and why-- the Unifying Force had spoken to him,
thrumming in his veins and spirit with a quiet surety. He was safe in the night,
reconciled to the Force and its will, aware of all the immediate potentials that
lay before him and the beings that surrounded him. He was able to sense even the
vast tapestry of Living Force in all its eerie silence, sidestepping venomous
snakes and gnarled roots that menaced him in the night.
The small camp village they had previously visited had moved, and now the
cluster of tents lay several thousand meters closer to the ruined temple. Livan
men and women had pitched their tents downstream of the dam created by the
mudslide and were burning felled trees for their smoky campfires. Obi-Wan
stepped into the circle of dim, hazy light, and dozens of pairs of eyes turned
to him, reflecting the orange of the flames. They seemed to be expecting him,
and he was not surprised.
He stepped to the edge of the ring of ragged, muddy Livans who squatted around
the largest of the fires. He could feel the Force strong about him and knew that
he had chosen the right path.
"I have come to provide a sacrifice to the life-force of the earth, as the
signs demand." Obi-Wan spoke clearly, his serene voice belying the fear in
his heart. "I am Livantani, a fit consort for the Avatar; I bring a
strong body and a willing heart. Let me be given to appease the wrath of the
land. Take me to the Temple."
The Priestess he had spoken to the previous day stood, her withered body bent,
leaning on her carved staff with the skull of a viper fastened to its top.
"Prepare him," she instructed. She asked no further questions and
Obi-Wan realized that she had already known that Obi-Wan would come. Perhaps she
and Yoda had even shared foresight of his action on the previous day... Obi-Wan
stood straight, resolute in his intentions. The Force demanded this of him, and
he would give it willingly.
The three young people he had seen the previous day moved forward and clasped
Obi-Wan's arms, leading him into a small tent. He realized one of them was the
acolyte who had spoken to him the previous day regarding Ilvar's return. He
gazed around warily. There were a few animal furs on the ground, and he was
pressed down to sit upon them. One of the women went out; the other two acolytes
stripped Obi-Wan professionally and folded his clothing, tying it into neat
bundles.
The first acolyte returned with warmed water contained in an intricately crafted
wooden bowl of delicately carved interlacing leaves. Setting the basin carefully
on the furs, she dipped a wet cloth into it and began to rub it over his chest,
beginning the process of cleansing his body.
Leaning over her, the male acolyte drew out a razor and began to shave Obi-Wan
carefully, paying particular attention to the cleft of his chin, which was
difficult to shave properly. Obi-Wan watched the gleaming bronze blade with
caution. He held very still, not wanting to be cut as the sharp edge scraped
smoothly across his vulnerable throat.
The third girl knelt and used tongs to withdraw a gray coal from a small metal
box. She blew gently on it until it flared orange, then used it to light three
piles of a sweet-smelling substance laid out on a bronze platter. The low blue
flame that resulted released lazy curls of scented smoke into the air. He tried
to relax; the scent was sweet and musky and the sensation of being washed gently
from head to foot was quite pleasant.
The last of the warmed water in the basin was used to wash and rinse his short
ruff of hair; the sensation of fingers massaging his scalp made him sigh
involuntarily. Now that the razor had been put away, he was able to rest at
ease. Opening his eyes, he watched as an acolyte gently began to oil his body,
her hands arousing him slightly as she touched his penis and then moved between
his legs.
He bit his lip, embarrassed by his response and slightly distressed that his
sense of arousal had shivered his calm. He turned his head aside as her fingers
stroked over him intimately and then slid within him, oiling him inside his
body. He had to remind himself that it was a courtesy and a mercy, one he was
sure he would appreciate shortly. Though he had been with women and men, he had
never before permitted anyone to enter him, as he was sure the Avatar would do.
He shivered, suddenly feeling chilled, and they raised him to sit upright again,
drying his short, cropped hair with a surprisingly clean white cloth. His calm
was shattered, but it was too late to turn back now. The will of the Force must
be obeyed.
He steadied his breathing with difficulty, remaining still as his nipples and
penis were touched softly with points of perfume. Then the male acolyte lifted
the narrow platter of musky incense and wafted its sweet smoke over him with one
hand as the women sat back on their heels, chanting. Obi-Wan realized he was
still trembling, and not from the temperature inside the tent. He tried to
comfort and ready himself with a lovely, arousing vision of Qui-Gon's bare body,
but in his heart all he could hear was the coldness of the Avatar's voice. All
he could feel was the sensation of icy stone flowing in to clasp his body in a
death-grip when the entity had abandoned him, entombing him to die in solid
rock.
The acolytes gave him no clothing, but each of the women took a bundle of his
things and the young man carried his lightsaber along with them when they
ushered him out of the tent.
The crone was waiting, leaning on her staff, her eyes gleaming in the firelight.
Behind her, the villagers formed into two lines with a torchbearer and a drummer
taking places at the head of each line. Obi-Wan was surprised by the number of
villagers who were now assembled, villagers of all ages, some of them clearly
having come from the huts in order to join their nomadic friends and kin.
Perhaps everyone but Obi-Wan had sensed in advance what would happen tonight.
Torch-bearers scattered themselves at regular intervals along the lines when he
appeared and a soft, eerie chant began, punctuated by the dour thumping of the
hide drums. The Priestess stepped forward, inspecting him, lifting his arms and
hands, casting a keen eye over his body to ensure that he was a fitting
sacrifice to the Avatar of the powers she served.
At last she was satisfied. Obi-Wan responded to a sharp gesture of her staff,
moving to the head of the procession. Slowly they wound their way into the
fringe of the forest, singing mournfully. As they journeyed he could
occasionally see the temple looming against the canopy; the mudslide had opened
a gash in the trees. It looked stark and forbidding, and he could feel
Force-currents intensifying as he approached nearer.
They made their way to the base of the ruined structure, the mournful chanting
growing thin and eerie in the cleared spaces. Drumbeats echoed off the tall
stone structure, providing a surreal counterpoint rhythm that made Obi-Wan
shiver in spite of himself. He watched as his belongings were laid reverently on
a stone at the base of the tall, partly-crumbled stair that led to the top.
In spite of her age, the High Priestess climbed nimbly, using her staff as an
aid. Obi-Wan trailed in her wake, followed by the three torch-holding acolytes.
The climb was strenuous and it took them several minutes to reach the top, loose
pebbles and mortar crumbling away ominously under their feet as they proceeded
higher.
The moons were rising over the tree canopy when they arrived at the last level,
and Obi-Wan gazed nervously at the obsidian altar that awaited there. Deep
grooves in its surface hinted at a time when it might have been used for the
sacrifice of life; he glanced nervously to ensure that no stone knives waited to
plunge at him, but it was as he had foreseen. His body was to be the sacrifice,
hopefully not his life. Only he or Yoda could seize Qui-Gon's consciousness and
hold onto it long enough for the Force-entity to weaken its hold on the Jedi's
body and disperse. In any case, he knew that he alone could tempt the Avatar to
come for him and linger to take him, thus giving him the chance that was needed.
The acolytes set their torches into slots in the stone and moved forward,
herding him before them. His bare hips touched the icy rock of the altar, and he
steeled himself to lie down upon it. Each of the four Livans who accompanied him
took one limb, wrapping his ankles and wrists in leather bindings that they
fastened to rings set at the corners of the altar. They tied him so that his
hips rested near the edge of the stone and his legs jutted over the edge, knees
bent. His ankles were fastened to the base of the altar rather than its top; his
body must be accessible to the Avatar, the physical manifestation of their god.
He shivered, feeling the cold obsidian against his skin.
After a short prayer, the High Priestess lightly tapped his nipples and navel
with the tip of her staff, the cold sharp fangs of the viper's skull prickling
at his flesh. The Livans moved away and started down the stair, taking the
torches with them. It took them a long time to reach the bottom, but eventually
he could see the line of small, flickering lights and worshippers winding away
into the forest, chanting mournfully, leaving him alone.
Obi-Wan lay beneath the moonlight on the wide capstone of the ruined pyramid,
waiting quietly, knowing that the Avatar would come. Deep carvings ran the
length and width of the sacrificial altar, creasing his skin. He was left to
contemplate his earlier suspicions that they were intended to channel away
blood; this was a sacrificial altar nearly as old as the jungle itself, made for
ritual pacification of the often angry forces of nature. He tugged automatically
at the leather straps that bound him, but skilled hands had tightened the ropes
that now held him here; short of using Force he could not escape. Soon he would
be a sacrifice to the ancient Rilvani land-gods now embodied in Force and a
single being: the Avatar.
His bare body shivered, goose-flesh rising on his arms and legs, his belly
shining under the moon, stretched taut, waiting. He cleared his mind fully,
stretching out his senses. The Living Force was still silent to him and he could
not grasp it. The Unifying Force filled him instead, whispering its intimations
of futures, letting him sense the strong entity that prowled around the wide
base of the pyramidal structure. He drew more Force to himself instinctively,
knowing that he could not match the Avatar's strength, but he was unwilling to
release his only hope of defense.
The Avatar. Even as Obi-Wan sensed the entity, it began the awkward climb up the
tall blocks of the side of the structure. It did not take long for the Avatar to
reach the top; long powerful legs were well-suited for climbing and it reached
the ledge that housed the altar within minutes.
Obi-Wan could hear the quiet footsteps of the being approaching him. The Avatar
would know that the Knight was utterly alone and it might be able to sense his
purpose and intent through subtle currents in the Force. He raised his head to
watch the Avatar's slow approach, stilling his mind as completely as he could
until all that remained was a low chittering of fear.
"An offering, a sacrifice. How amusing." The velvety voice greeted him
lightly, colder than the rock on which he lay. "I had thought you would
survive when I left you, Jedi, but I wonder what you hope to accomplish
here." A broad solid hand fell on the flatness of his belly, stroking him
slowly. "You know that you are powerless against me."
"I come to bargain," Obi-Wan nervously wetted his lips, gazing up into
the wide pale blue orb of the moon. "I offer you the pleasures of my body
in return for the freedom of Qui-Gon Jinn."
"I don't need your body." The voice rumbled deep in the sturdy chest.
Obi-Wan suppressed a flicker of dismay. The Avatar paused, hand warm on him.
"But perhaps I shall do as you suggest, and have you. Sacrifices offered
here are mine by rights, whether or not I choose to honor the prayers and
petitions that accompany them."
Obi-Wan swallowed, biting his lip. "I told you he wanted me." He made
the words casual and triumphant. "There is more of Qui-Gon in you than you
realize, Avatar." And it was true-- the being was using a mind formed by
Qui-Gon's thinking and by his training, the preferences and habits of over fifty
years' living impressed on malleable flesh.
A flicker in the indigo eyes accompanied a surge of anger and malice in the
Living Force. Obi-Wan faced the stare bravely, chin quivering with the effort of
muscles holding his head aloft. The Force could be dark as well as light. Why
hadn't he remembered that when he made this absurd plan? He felt Unifying Force
gathering in himself, an automatic defensive reaction, and he deepened his
concentration and contained the power, drawing as much as he could summon, but
he was reluctant to use it; it would not have availed him.
Obi-Wan let his head fall back, shifting his ankles in their bindings. He was
suddenly afraid, gazing up into the brilliance of the moon, which was abruptly
eclipsed by the dark shade of the Avatar's head. Wisps of long hair tickled at
his face. He could feel the deep-shadowed eyes raking him hotly.
The warm wide palms of strong hands fell on the rounds of his forearms, stroking
the vulnerable skin of his inner arms and moving toward his shoulders until they
reached his body. Then they continued without hesitating, trailing further along
his ribs. Obi-Wan felt his body jump, his penis hardening in spite of himself.
It was difficult to admit that he wanted the touch of those powerful fingers so
badly, but he could imagine the sight of those thick, hard hands on him, and the
knowledge of the identity of the shadowed face... he swallowed, agonized. He was
relatively sure Qui-Gon Jinn would not deliberately hurt him, at least not
unreasonably at any rate, but the Avatar...
He made himself breathe evenly, passively accepting the exquisite sensation of
those hands on him, the electricity of raw power vibrating in the air around
him. The thick, hard-callused thumbs detoured in a curve around his navel and he
felt dizzy from the scent of the body leaning further over him. Then he was
startled by the brush of the hard erection against his cheek. Obi-Wan gasped and
struggled against his bonds, turning his face away from the tempting caress of
velvet-skinned hardness in a desperate attempt to salvage his dignity. This
wasn't Qui-Gon. This was a dangerous and unpredictable being that might do
anything...
Anything. Anything at all. The Avatar's hot mouth closed over his shaft
unexpectedly, sucking fiercely. Obi-Wan cried out, fear and desire mingling in a
desperate, hoarse shout. Then the mouth released him and he cried out again,
this time a whimper of protest against the loss, arching his hips upward
helplessly, unable to deny his passion.
"And you want him, too," the voice was fierce, feral. The Avatar moved
around him like a great stalking cat, stepped easily between his spread legs,
harsh hands on his hips jerking them to the very edge of the stone altar.
"You want his body now as well, but you've always wanted his soul. You want
that just like you did when you were a boy, don't you? Want him to accept you,
and to prove it by taking you inside his heart." The Avatar drew back, hair
a wild moonlit nimbus around his shoulders. "You can't have that, do you
hear? Jinn feels nothing for you."
Obi-Wan's lashes fluttered at the unexpected words, a low protest rising to his
lips. "No," he denied, but the Living Force knew truth, and he was
only lying to himself. But was truth being offered to him? He reached out,
feeling Qui-Gon's essence swirling chaotically amidst the Living Force, and
could not be sure which of the two had spoken to him, could not be sure if the
words spoken were a lie.
The moment seemed to slow to a still as Obi-Wan struggled with the dilemma and
the Avatar stood over him, returning the pensive regard. Moonlight now struck
the savage planes and angles of the face above him, silvering the tangled mass
of hair and the long lines of the nude body. Lids closed thoughtfully over
glittering eyes, and the Force stirred, washing over his body, sensing him
thoroughly.
"Ah, you are prepared. That is most wise." The eyes opened, gleaming
lustfully down at him, the deep chest swelling and contracting quickly with
shallow, passionate breaths. Without further preamble, the Avatar caught his
pelvis with powerful hands and sank its thick length to the hilt in his body,
piercing him fiercely, utterly without regard for his inexperience.
Obi-Wan screamed, thrashing. The moment seemed to last eternally as he felt
himself stretched and filled, and the Unifying Force he held unexpectedly rushed
through him in wild, chaotic surges of agony and ecstasy. He felt his wrists
wring in the restraints as he struggled to move freely in response to the
terrible rapture of the penetration and to the wild currents driving through
him.
He realized that somehow he was providing a conduit for the Unifying Force...
its raw power was gathering in him, crackling between his fingers, looking for
ground. It danced and struggled with tendrils of Living Force like intersecting
magnetic fields, the opposing energy resistant but responsive, intensity surging
and cresting, both energies looking for ground, with Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan at the
heart of it, the focal points of unimaginable power.
"Qui-Gon!" he gasped, incandescent with energy and desire as his body
and soul responded to the intimacy of their joining. He reached out with his
mind, power, pain, and pleasure sizzling in his thoughts and words as he
struggled to seize the other man's presence and anchor it to him. "You're
there, I know you are!" He was ignored; the Avatar was lost in the moment,
lost in the magnitude of the Force-surge. It slammed into his body again,
scraping his back across the rough rock with the power of the thrust.
Force. The tension of crackling power built in him, quickly pushing him toward
the verge of insanity, struggling for natural ground... he had to overcome the
Avatar's resistance, or it would destroy him; Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon's minds would
be lost forever, their bodies given over to the primal powers that raged through
them. Instinctively he reached out into the Unifying Force, gathering it to him
until he felt he would explode from the fullness of it in his mind, just as he
felt that his body might burst from the pressure of the Avatar's wild thrusts. A
trickle of intent, and he made the bonds slide from his wrists. Obi-Wan
struggled to his elbows, his body almost aflame with desire, lifting his mouth
in blatant invitation, struggling to reach the man who was leaning over him.
"Qui-Gon." Obi-Wan's voice vibrated the stone of the temple, shivering
it, and dark blue eyes opened, dazed, staring into his, half-lost. He saw
Qui-Gon flicker in those too-blue eyes and lunged with both mind and body,
capturing the familiar soul of the Jedi Master. His hands struck at the Avatar
like a snake, driving energy deeply into its being just as it drove itself into
his body again. His hands were wreathed in a shining blue nimbus as they caught
the man's head and dragged the wide, sensual mouth down to meet his even as the
big body drew back, preparing to lunge into him once more.
Qui-Gon. Obi-Wan clung to the confused spirit stubbornly, binding them together
with shining tethers of Force, anchoring the Jedi Master's essence in the
physical and spiritual simultaneously. The Knight plunged his tongue into the
warm, sweet mouth, stroking its velvet depths. Abruptly the Master's mind
re-centered in the broad body, owning it once more. He jerked back from the kiss
and startled recognition flared in his eyes, and his hips jerked forward in a
convulsive thrust. He exploded into sudden, shocked orgasm, and the Living Force
shivered, hanging free for a moment, and then galvanized, meshing with the
Unifying Force Obi-Wan had summoned. Obi-Wan released the power he held,
retaining both his physical and spiritual grip on Qui-Gon. Balanced and freed,
the currents arced to ground.
Wildly twining filaments of blue and green energy sizzled and writhed around the
two Jedi, flaring up from the temple like ground lightning. Obi-Wan shrieked,
dragged into climax by the psychic residue of Qui-Gon's pleasure, head falling
back, his body pulsing in time with the release of his own orgasm and the
accompanying surge of wild, raw Force-power. Through it all he clung to Qui-Gon
tenaciously, body and soul, riding the waves of pleasure with him, the
complementary powers channeled through the two Jedi, Living Force cleaving to
Unifying Force, twinned with it, mated to it at last.
The Force-storm seemed to last an eternity. The wild crackling of velvet power
around them subsided slowly, actinic flares of energy arcing from stone to stone
in tandem with the aftershocks of orgasm, then seeping away into the land around
them, leaving a thrumming residue of Force to hum about the altar. The Avatar
had dispersed.
Qui-Gon's eyes were locked with Obi-Wan's and he remained frozen even as
Obi-Wan's hands fell from his face. The moment stretched in uncomfortable
silence as he held Obi-Wan in his arms, his eyes wild with a combination of
confusion, lust, and fear, his hips flush with the young Knight's, their bodies
deeply joined. Slowly he lowered the young man to the cold stone altar, letting
his trembling hands slide over Obi-Wan's chest and belly as he straightened, his
head bending forward, eyes falling into shadow again. Abruptly he pulled his
hips back, his softening erection leaving Obi-Wan's body.
The Knight struggled to sit up, his frame weary and aching from the torrents of
power that had scoured through him, his lower body sore and bruised from the
battering force of the Avatar's savage entry and taking. "Welcome
back," he spoke, a little unnecessarily, but Qui-Gon ignored him. The Jedi
Master turned his back and began the slow climb down the face of the pyramid.
Obi-Wan moved to catch up with him, wincing a little as he lowered himself to
the tier of broad stone blocks beneath the altar level.
Qui-Gon descended the stair-step blocks that formed the front of the temple and
took Obi-Wan's cloak as though it were his birthright, shoving his arms into it
with sharp, stabbing motions. The cloth drew tight over his broad shoulders and
he pulled it shut around his body, his bare calves and ankles emerging beneath
the hem. "The Avatar told you the truth." He stared down at Obi-Wan,
eyes opaque in the silvery moonlight. "This changes nothing between
us." Qui-Gon turned and strode in the direction of the river, long strides
increasing the distance between them rapidly.
"Like hell it doesn't," Obi-Wan whispered, setting his jaw hard,
taking refuge from pain in anger. It might have changed nothing for Qui-Gon, but
it certainly had for Obi-Wan. Tears ached in a hard knot at the back of his
throat, an instinctive reaction to the half-forced sex and Qui-Gon's ungrateful
coldness, but he refused let the older Jedi see him cry. He jerked on his
leggings and tunic and shoved his feet into his boots, stamping to settle them.
Then he snatched up the remainder of his clothes and followed the Jedi Master,
rushing his pace until he passed the other man and broke the path through the
jungle for them, making an oblique line through the forest toward the mudslide,
where transportation awaited them.
They made the trip in hostile silence and when they arrived at the aircar
Obi-Wan climbed into the pilot's seat, readying the vehicle with sharp gestures,
ignoring Qui-Gon beside him as he made the mandatory preflight check before
setting out down the river. Eager to end the unpleasantness of the night as
quickly as possible, he accelerated until the engines screamed.
Yoda was waiting for them in the cleared area adjacent to Rilvan, leaning
placidly on his cane, watching their descent with thoughtful eyes. The Rilvani
High Priestess stood behind him.
Obi-Wan climbed from the aircar and her eyes flickered from Qui-Gon to him, a
small, reverent smile curving her lips. Obi-Wan tensed uncomfortably, realizing
that her reverence was directed at himself, not at Qui-Gon. That was not what he
had expected.
"Kneel," Yoda's voice brooked no opposition as he stared up at
Qui-Gon. The tall man knelt reluctantly, enduring the touch of Yoda's hand on
his forehead, submitting to the Councilor's gentle probe. "Well you will
be. There is a hut for you on the outskirts of the village, Qui-Gon," the
small Master raised his gaze to Jinn's, expressionless. "Clothing you will
find waiting there." He turned, dismissing Qui-Gon summarily.
"Obi-Wan," his voice was gentle. "Come to my hut you will."
"Yes, my Master." Obi-Wan followed him, never looking back at Qui-Gon.
After a long moment, the Jedi Master turned on his heel and followed the Rilvani
Priestess, who led the way slowly toward his own shelter.
Obi-Wan was aware of him through the Force as he turned and moved away. Whatever
had happened tonight had left some sort of connection between himself and the
man that would perhaps take time to subside. Even after the Jedi Master was lost
to sight Obi-Wan could feel his presence distinctly. He could have pinpointed
the man's location without even pausing to think.
He shuddered, pulling up his shields and reinforcing them till that disturbing
presence dimmed to a soft buzz. It was still distinct, but muted enough now to
be ignored. Obi-Wan did so resolutely, just as he ignored the tingling ache in
his body and the sharper sting from his raw wrists.
Yoda turned to him as they entered the Councilor's small shelter, eyes luminous
with sympathy. Obi-Wan went to one knee before his Master, his eyes downcast as
Yoda spoke. "Felt it, I did. Know what you offered, and how it was taken.
Like sunlight over the river delta, was the energy storm." The tips of
Yoda's ears drooped in sympathy. "Your sacrifice was not a vain one, my
Padawan." Yoda reached out, offering a rare physical comfort to the young
man, laying his clawed hand on Obi-Wan's knee.
"Perhaps not, my Master." Obi-Wan was dimly startled to hear the depth
of bitterness in his own voice.
"Always have I said that fear leads to suffering," Yoda removed his
hand and turned, moving slowly away. "No different this time. Qui-Gon's
fear brings you both much pain." The wizened Master sighed deeply, huskily,
gazing up and out of the hut's single window toward the slowly sinking moon.
"Rash were Qui-Gon's words and actions. I believe he will repent of
them."
Obi-Wan felt himself drawing inward defensively at the idea. He had held such
hopes himself once, but Qui-Gon's cruel disregard this night had taught him the
error of his optimism. Time and time again he'd opened himself to Qui-Gon and
been slapped away. Perhaps Yoda had known Jinn well as a Padawan, but Obi-Wan
believed that the man had changed since then, hardening his heart against his
peers and comrades. Perhaps the only things that did not threaten him enough to
cause him to withhold his sympathy were children, pets, and the dead.
If Qui-Gon thought an apology was his duty, he would probably force himself to
offer it... but Obi-Wan wanted nothing of Qui-Gon's sense of duty. He'd done
what he'd done out of his own sense of duty, and with no expectation of thanks.
He just wanted to let it be and forget that it had ever happened, forget that he
had ever met Qui-Gon Jinn.
"Hurt you, he did," Yoda's voice was very soft. The Jedi Master
stepped close to Obi-Wan again, reaching out to touch him for a second time,
lids closing as cool pulses of healing Force flowed from his hands and into
Obi-Wan, easing the sting in his wrists and the dull ache elsewhere. "In
body and in heart, I think."
Obi-Wan simply nodded, not meeting Yoda's eyes.
"The one is easily mended. The other will take time." Yoda removed the
comforting hand at last. "Your pack, blankets, and hot water have been
brought for you. Stay here with me will you, Obi-Wan?"
"Yes. Thank you, Master." Obi-Wan was grateful, relieved that he would
have company besides that nagging sense of Qui-Gon that lingered in his thoughts
and on his skin. Of course Yoda had understood both of those things, and had
moved to remedy them. His heart filled with fondness for the small being who
still loved and cared for him so kindly, he moved into an anteroom to bathe the
ugly memory of unwanted sex from his body and prepare for sleep.
Obi-Wan slept safe and dreamless on the earthen floor next to Yoda's tiny
pallet, lightsaber close at hand, until a brilliant beam of morning sunlight
from the open window crept across the floor and into his eyes. Blinking, he
awakened, yawning and scrubbing at the faint stubble of his beard, tucking the
blankets more firmly around himself and huddling against the dawn chill.
The sense of Qui-Gon's presence was still strong within him. In fact, it was...
His eyes snapped open and connected with Qui-Gon Jinn's. The tall Jedi sat
meditatively against the far wall, legs together and knees drawn up, eyes fixed
on him, graceful and easy once more in his own clothing, body cleansed, hair
washed and combed and woven into a long braid that lay over his shoulder and
curled in his lap. Obi-Wan's borrowed robe lay neatly folded on the hard-packed
dirt next to him.
Obi-Wan resisted the impulse to clutch his covers protectively to his body,
forcing himself to lie perfectly still. Qui-Gon rose, noiseless except for the
faint crackle of his knees, and lifted the robe. He moved forward and laid it
next to Obi-Wan's elbow, then stepped back, folding his long arms across himself
characteristically. "I thank you," Qui-Gon murmured neutrally, almost
soundlessly, and slipped from the hut, silent as a ghost.
Obi-Wan rose silently, mindful of Yoda's peaceful, sleeping form on the small
bed behind him, and picked up his robe, letting the flowing material trail from
his hand as it fell out of its neat folds. He glanced uncertainly at the door
from which Qui-Gon had exited, then rolled the robe hastily and stuffed it
unceremoniously into the bottom of his pack. Somehow, he didn't feel much like
wearing it anymore.
--to be continued in _Elements_ III: "Air"
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